My Voyage

Stressed!

2012-01-31T15:25:00.001Z

I need to bake!

What's right and what's wrong?!?

2012-01-15T15:35:00.000Z

I might've blogged about this before but it would be ages ago. Just have to bring it up again. Most people think what they do is right and that they expect others to react or behave the way the expect them to. But in reality, every individual is different! Not even twins would choose the same food, same guy, same course, same job or same hairstyle!!! Well my point is people should understand and accept others for their choices. If I want to drive a pink car, I am driving a pink car...not you! You are not in the car, you are not driving the car, you are not buying the car, you are not using the car...it's none of your business!!! Just look for something to do that's related to YOUR life.

Just because you've once chosen the wrong path, doesn't mean the path you once chose will be wrong for another person. The consequences will be different as time change, things change. It is so very important to have the value of acceptance and an understanding heart to ensure you have a healthy mindset. Yes, it is naturally human nature to talk about others and not realise we are the ones behaving the way we object. But it doesn't have to be that way, we can change. We can change for the benefit of the future of humankind. Stop objecting what people do and concentrate on your own life. If advice is not asked for, keep your advice to yourself. This is 2012. A 23year old is an adult...especially when they don't get pocket money no more!

Will you?

2012-01-06T01:44:00.001Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qgp7hlkfstI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Ignore this.

2012-01-05T11:17:00.001Z

Testing blogdroid...blogging from my phone.

Superman

2012-01-03T16:37:00.001Z

Tall, dark and super manly
Puts papers in his briefcase and drives away
To save the world or go to work
It's the same thing to me

He's got his mother's eyes, his father's ambition
I wonder if he knows how much that I miss him
I hang on every word you say

You'll smile and say "How are you?"
And I'll say, "Just fine"
I always forget to tell you I love you
I'll love you forever

I watched Superman fly away
You've got a busy day today
Go save the world
I'll be around

I watched Superman fly away
Come back, I'll be with you someday
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

Tall, dark and beautiful
He's complicated, he's irrational
But I hope someday he'll take me away
And save the day, yeah

Something in his deep brown eyes has me saying
He's not all bad like his reputation
And I can't hear one single word they say

And you'll leave, got places to be
And I'll be okay
I always forget to tell you I love you
I loved you from the very first day

And I watch you fly around the world
And I hope you don't chase another girl
Don't forget, don't forget about me

I'm far away, but I'll never let you go
I'm lovestruck and looking out the window
Don't forget, don't forget where I'll be

Right here wishing the flowers were from you
Wishing the card was from you
Wishing the call was from you
'Cause I've loved you from the very first day

I watched Superman fly away
You've got a busy day today
Go save the world
I'll be around forever and ever

I watched Superman fly away
I swear, I'll be with you someday
I'll be right here on the ground
When you come back down

Come back down

This song speaks for me.

It will Rain...

2012-01-03T01:13:00.000Z

Woke up to...

~If you ever leave me baby, leave some *silent* at my door~

Welcome back, Melissa to the country of censored music on the radio =) How is the word "morphine" dangerous?! I just don't get it...does refraining one from using/hearing the word morphine keep you away from the dangers of it? I think it will make people ignorant...you probably can't even get morphine over the counter anyway?! Right?! Okay I have a lot to update myself on about this country. I am not being ignorant but this is the effect of moving countries =S

How am I coping? I guess I am fine...beside the unexpected swollen limbs and overused muscles!!! Went to see the doctor on NYD and all he gave me was a cream that smelt like Tiger Balm and couple of Paracetamol pills (which you can buy in shelves in London, similar to Panadol here) #tryingtoadapttochanges

If you don't know what you want, don't expect me to wait around for you...

HAPPY 2012!!!

2012-01-02T17:08:00.000Z

Greetings to people all over the world!

I am just re-starting my blog again, I mean I WILL try...

For the time being, just bare with the layout until I have the time to change it.

Wishing you all a very Happy New Year and may this year brings you good things in every aspect of your life!

Much <3 xx

Addiction

2011-01-16T15:08:00.000Z

I have an addiction........

to....

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SHOPPING!!!!

I find it so therapeutic when I go shopping...it's like a heightened sensation of pleasure =)

This.....is.....not.....good!!!

Latest shopa du-doo~

2011-01-04T00:53:00.000Z

As you can see the dates on the picture itself, my latest shopping was last year =p LOL! Anyway, I was out for some retail therapy and got some deals =) Pictures not that awesome but still viewable so...yeah =) Below are few of the dresses I bought for only 2GBP each!!! Yeah, the shop was closing down so EVERYTHING in the shop was going at 5pieces for 10pds!!! Woooooootss!

Awesome dress above...simple and sweet. LOVE the back =)

Good quality too! It's got lining under the dress!!!

This dress under was also in the 2pds deal. But the jacket is from another shop...Primany =p lol! And it was on sale for 5pds. Love the military detail!

This dress was so flowy and pretty but unfortunately, it doesn't fit! It is not really visible here but the sides are a little too wide...My arms are hiding the extra bits on the side so it looks like a perfect fit. Can't be doing that at a party now...can I? LOL! Return!!! =(

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Going back to work tomorrow (acutally today) after a two week Christmas/New Year break. Hopefully I would be as hard working as my bestie, Grace Lee who turns up for work AN HOUR earlier everyday. Bless her! =) That's all from me now! XOs!

Appreciation...

2010-12-30T02:22:00.001Z

Hello hello people! Guess who is back =) The......erm.....ME!!! Lol! I would like to make the very first come-back post about fashion but I...will have to delay that. Just have few things to get off my chest! Well like I mentioned before, this blog is going to be mainly about my fashion updates but with a little on FOOD and daily DRAMAs =)

To begin my post (the above is just a lil sneak peek), I'd like to mention that 2010 has been rather rocky for me. Too many happenings, both happy and sad....some of them I truly had that "WTF" feeling but generally everything is cool. I guess I am just the kind of girl that has learn to accept what's been done and make the most of what I have =) If you know me well by now, you should know that I don't like to "regret" on thing's I've chosen to do...I'v learnt to live by it and look on the bright side of every shit that poops on me =) Like they say...when a bird poops on you, just thank God that cows don't fly!!!

I have encountered few "types" of people lately and it is starting to tick me off! I would not want to state the gender as that would make me look like I'm generalizing and thus make me a feminist. Ops...that gave away *rolls eyes*. Sometimes I wonder how did the phrase 'Women are complicated' arrived?!?! As far as I know, men are the more complicated beings!!! I won't go into detail!!! I will speak from a third person point of view.

Sorry but I do not understand why people would kill themselves for love...lately the suicide news on Alviss Kong made me wonder why people let go of such precious life because of a failed 4mth relationship??? Is it love or just pure self confidence issue? Well I can't speak for Alvin, R.I.P. but I feel that whenever one decides to take their own life, they should think about other people. Plan-to-suicide-rs should think about their family who've done so much for them, their friends who've appreciate their company, and that there are so many more people in the world going through life with no shelter and food to eat! Here you are, wasting the food you ate, clothes you had on your back and shelter you had over your head.

To be honest, that is what kept me sane after all I've been through. I believe everyone on earth has gone through that 'What if I kill myself now? I won't have to worry bout that any more! That problem will go away!' stage. But...if you're gone, how are you going to enjoy the 'problem' not being there anymore? Makes sense? I guess it is important for us to find that something to give us the will to jump back on the horse when it does that 'ehh hooor'-raise legs thing and slams us on the ground. When I wish for that Prada bag, I am just thankful that I have 20 unbranded ones than none! When I wish for that Jimmy Choo pair of shoes, I am just thankful that I have shoes to put on my feet (I am not going to mention the number) than this. When I wish for a clean house, I am just thankful that I have a house to live in. When I wish for that love and support from a man, I am just thankful that I have my family and friends...because I know most men can't be trusted =) LOL!

See, I may not have that expensive car, bag, shoes, or 'special one' but I know as long as I live, I would have the chance to make that happen. Ohh and another thing I've learnt...don't think about pleasing the whole effing world and make yourself miserable!!! You seriously live just once and NO one knows what happens after you die so why not make use of this one life? Everyone is unique, if bad boy Jimmy don't like you, know that gentleman Joe is caught in traffic and is just around the corner. Oh and that bitchy Sarah, she will be there for Jimmy =) They are a perfect match, and you with Joe are one too. Everyone deserves to be happy no matter what makes them happy...be it a cut-throat pair of diamond earrings, or a bungalow in Malibu, a humble man, or even just a stick of cotton candy.

I guess my whole point is there is too much love to go around on Earth and if you are not getting it from where you are, adjust your antenna, just couple of inches left or right and it will give you the best channels you could get your love from. May I add, in every romantic movies, there is no such thing as 'Ohh that's just in the movies!'. Eff that! If it is in the movies, it could happen in real life! Every story is an inspiration to someone, hence, romance movies! If you are single and haven't been appreciated, keep adjusting the antenna till you find a channel. If you are attached and haven't been appreciated, change your channel (PS: 2011 is coming up!). If you are in a complicated situation and haven't been appreciated, choose the channel that tickle your fancy...doesn't matter even if it is blur and fuzzy. You deserve to be happy!!!

What's new?!?!

2010-08-20T12:59:00.000+01:00

As I have abandoned my lovely blog for such a long time and made my readers (if any) redundant, I will now re-start my blog =)

Thank you for your patience and loyalty.

Previously I have blogged about various experiences and daily dramas...now I would like to focus my blog on fashion =) and maybe a little on food...and daily dramas...LOL! But more on fashion (because I LOVE shopping). As I am currently reconstructing my blog, please allow for minor faults here and there. Feel free to give feedbacks on my comment box.

Till the next post, XOXO

Quickie

2010-03-09T23:27:00.002Z

Yes, I have been MIA again!

Well to be honest, I really didn't have the time to blog! Life is pretty much hectic at the moment. I am either working or relaxing on my days of or looking for jobs the rest of the time! The weather ain't helping either! It's already March!!! Change season please! Sheesh!

Anyway, life is starting to stress me out! I really didn't know coming out on my own is that much of a responsibility! Pft! Well to be honest, the past two years here, my accomodation was paid for by my mum so I had to work for my expenses only. Now, I have to work for my rent too! And mind you, it is 340pounds a month! Couple more days and my bank account is 340 short! Eeeeek! Trust me, this is REALLY stressful! Although so, I do not stinge on food (Mum, this is for you to know!). LOL! I FINALLY had the heart to buy the goddamn mahal Milo and it is so tiny =.= Oh well, tahan for now I guess. I am just used to a warm drink at night before bed =) Don't even talk about Horlicks, cut throat!

I guess I better get to bed, before I fall dead asleep in the bus on the way to and back from work (which happened today!) and miss my stop (haven't happen to me...yet!). LOL! Thank you to you loyalties that's still checking my blog! LOL! xx

14th February 2010-2in1

2010-02-13T23:04:00.003Z

14th February 2010...the day we celebrate two occasions with joy with our loved ones =)

This is were most people show their true colours. To choose between a reunion dinner with the family and a candle-light dinner with that special someone is not easy. Will you spend this special day with the people that gets on your nerves because they couldn't know you any better or will you spend it with someone that makes you feel a million years younger but barely knows you? Hmmm....

Well for people like me, it wouldn't be that much of a tough choice. As much as some of my family members (actually all) get on my nerves, I still love them with all my heart =) Without them, there is no us. Then again, this could not be perceived as us owing them our lives for them bringing us into this world. I believe that every parent have to realize that they bring a child into this world is for the purpose of evolution...your child is not your pet, not your source of income when you're retired, not your companion for life! I don't mean to be rude but...what are the vows "Till death do us part" in weddings for? Those words are exchanged between partners in marriage...not between you and your child.

If you think you can't let go of your child later, do not give birth to one...if you want to give a chance to a life, give a chance for it to live it the way they want it too. It is only fair. Then again, I am not implying that children should completely cut off their parents! That's pure dumbshit act! We should be grateful to them for giving us a chance to get what we've been getting all this while...the guidance and love. I think when a parent learn to let go, that is when the child learns how much she/he cherish their parent.

Okay this was meant to be a CNY and V-day post! LOL! Anyway, you get my point...love the people around you. Don't let a misunderstanding generate hate. Hate is not a nice word nor a nice feeling. It often end with at least an injured heart.

This Chinese New Year and Valentines Day, shower your loved ones with unconditional love and affection....occasional presents won't hurt! =p No, it doesn't have to be a diamond ring or a luxury car...a simple gift of chocolates or even a rose is enough to make it significant =) But when it comes to me, anything with Playboy on it is fine =D LOL! Sorry, I just couldn't get over that cute lil bunny!

Okay before I put you guys to sleep on this wonderful day of celebration, I should go now =) Have a blessed celebration with your loved ones, near or far, I will always have you lot in my heart =)

Weight management!

2010-01-26T09:48:00.004Z

Last night I was busy packing my luggage for London day after.

As it is still quite cold now, I've got couple of thick winter clothing and I THOUGHT they were really heavy. So I decided to just pack in what I wanted and weigh the luggage to see how heavy it is. After packing in 90% of the things I wanted to bring, the scale went up to 45kgs!!!!!!!!!

I almost drop dead! Then I repacked it again and took out what is nooooot that necessary, so that is about 20% of the things chucked out. Attempt two: 42kgs!!!!!!! Watda!

Then I thought...maybe the luggage itself is heavy? So I went in to my brother's room and stole his light-weight bag (100% soft body) and shove in my clothes and toiletries. Attempt three: 40kgs =.= By that time, it was 2am in the morning and I am still struggling on what else to leave behind. I swear, I only had LIMITED clothing in my luggage and I cannot take anything out anymore! I wanted to burst in tears, I was already bursting with frustration! LOL!

Then I thought, maybe I should move it to a smaller luggage? Then I would put less things and it will be lighter? So I took another one of my trolley luggage that was half the size of my normal big-ass luggage. Filled it in and....attempt four: 35kgs! %$&%$!@*&

I stormed in to my brother's room and gave him his light-weight bag and commented "I don't know how people can survive with 20kgs!!!" and he was like "Some people can" Pfft! That helps! Then I gave up and decided to go to bed as it was 3.30am =.= LOL! Considering how small my tiny room is, the whole floor is covered with clothes and bags and what not! I just couldn't be bothered to pack anymore!

Next morning, my mum walked into a jungle of clothes. LOL! She asked me what happened and I said, that small bag of clothes is 35kgs. I don't know how to pack anymore! And she said, "Are you sure? No way! 35KILOS????!" I took a minute to think and I said "Blardy hell! I think it is in pounds! I packed the whole friggin night and I thought the scale was in kilos!" #!#$%^&@

Therefore, weighing scales should be electronic and should indicate kilos or pounds! Traditional scales should be in bins! TQVM!!! I will have to finish my packing tonight! Pftt~!

New toy =D

2010-01-25T16:43:00.002Z

Considering how I am not spoilt like most kids, I need to fork out for my own mobile =p It took me quite some time to get a smart phone (don't think LG Viewty is a smart phone). Hence, hello E72 =D

Pictures might or might not appear here =p

Random: I am only allowed 20kg luggage to London...this ain't good! It's winter man! And...1kg extra costs RM178 =.= Are you freaking kidding me?! Pft u ppl!

Crabbing 101 =)

2010-01-12T13:15:00.011Z

I know I have been MIA for aloooong time! LOL! Anyway, as most of you know (well, those who actually read my blog constantly) I was at Australia...taking a break =D So today's post is going to be about my wonderful experience there...crabbing! YESH! I CRABBED! LOL! Call me tomboy or whatever...I catch my own crab man! LOL!

DAY 1: Crabbing with a scoop. Getting ready...had to take a pic of this...my McDonald boots! LOL! It's curvy at the front...and it is huge!

I know my dressing ain't the best...heck no one's gonna look at you in the middle of the water! LOL!
That's the scoop we used to scoop crabs =)

So right...here's the interesting thing...I was in the middle of nowhere and...I HAD TO PEE! YES! That was such a torture I tell u! To be honest, I could've just pee in my pants and no one would know because first of all, there's no one around and secondly, my pants were already wet anyway! So no big deal, just pee...right? I TRIED! I only felt a force on my bladder but nothing came out...LOL! I know this is disgusting but I just have to share this! Then I went..."Shhhhhhh, Shhhhhhh"...."Okay you can do this! No one is looking!"...*dot dot dot* Nothing came out! LOL! Maybe I felt naked in the open water! LOL! We were about to leave anyway so I held it...I never felt so desperate before! ^%$@&!@# Luckily....

First day: THREE on size =)

LOL!

YUM!

DAY 2: With the kayak!Because it was fun and we only had three...we decided to go for another round of crabbing =D My Aunt has this one sitter kayak and her house is very near the estuary so we drag the kayak out for crabbing. Awesomeness =)

That red thing is a spleen. Crabs like them apparently. LOL!

Oh and those net things are drop nets...with the kayak we could go into deeper water and drop the nets so the crabs would stpdly get trapped inside =)

And so I decided to board the kayak...FIRST TIMER! I know you've seen it on TV and it was rather simple, sit and row...RIIIIIGHT!!! Well lets see...

Okay it is not visible here but it took me rather LONG to get in =)

I'm full of joy when I managed to get in without turning over =D My aunt and uncle were laughing their breakfast off and a group of family by the shore were staring at me =) Why?! Lets say....I woke up the neighbourhood! LOL! It wasn't easy as the kayak...it's just not easy! So my uncle took on the kayak and I went on foot using the scoop instead...yeah, I don't want to gulp down salt water =)

A rough estimation of the water...the tide was kinda low. The water was way higher during the first day. Anyway, I went in further till the water was a little over my knees and I stopped...you couldn't really see the crabs if the waters were too deep.

This was taken in the middle of nowhere =)

Spot that?! It's a baby one but I just took some pictures for you guys to see =)

Loooooook!

This is its defensive stance...LOL! I walk a step nearer and this happened. lol!

This is by the shore where there were loads of crabs eating...a fish head! LOL! Someone threw a fish head (the white thing in the water) back in and the crabs are having a feast!

Too bad they were too small, else we would be having a feast too =)

My uncle caught only one big one...since 8am till 11am. Many were under-sized...they would be the right size in Mid-Feb...Damn! LOL!

My aunt took this. I kinda like it...lol! It looks emo thou =S

And that's the end of my post! LOL! Thank you so much Aunt Janet and Uncle Hon for your wonderful hospitality and also...for the THREE crabs I ate =D Yeah I ate 3 out of 4. LOL! Also thanks to my Sai Yee and family for the time in Aust =) Oh and my cousies! Love you guys! LOL!

On another note, I applied for my visa to go back to UK today *fingers crossed*! Hope all goes well! Yesh, I'm leaving again...lol! Would be nice to go after CNY but...jobs won't wait! Oh I had Yee Sang and Mandrin Oranges! ORGASMIC! TQVM. LOL!

The New

2009-12-31T15:52:00.001Z

Happy 2010 =)

May this year be a more adventurous one for me =) and everyone else!

A break...

2009-12-20T15:29:00.000Z

I am in the land of Western Australia =)

Me liking it...

Kiah's 21st Birthday!

2009-12-14T13:49:00.004Z

Kiah's 21st Birthday Party!!!
Dresscode: Beachwear =)
*ps: I've got a new hair cut for 2010! Wooooot!

Me and Birthday girl...and my tatt =p

Me, Su Yee and Grace
Me and Nick

Me, Grace and Su =)

Me and Grace

Btw, that ain't my bra...bikini =)

Me and Boon (who stood on a higher level ground =p)

Me and Alexis cake =D

ME!

It's catching up...

2009-12-13T12:47:00.003Z

Everything is getting slower...

Am I getting more and more lazy...?

Maybe...

-Life has it's ups and downs...just when you're going through the downs, all you wish for is someone to be there for you. Heck, get into your best dress, smack some makeup on and heels are a girl's bestfriend =)

Lil updates =)

2009-11-29T17:27:00.002Z

AmCorp Mall is having a book fair till 2nd Dec!!! The books are new and awesomely cheap! Hence...we spent more than 4hours shopping at the mall and parking was only RM2 PER ENTRY!!! Wooooot! And because they don't provide us with basket or trolley or...yeah so we used a box =)

The books we bought =)
My brother bought this...so cute! Tissue roll holder. lol!

Today we went to my mum's friend's wedding dinner at Tai Tong, Klang =)

Mum with the bride and groom.

The wedding car. Cute!

Me...being OVER-DRESSED at the wedding dinner as everyone was in t-shirt and cotton blouses! No, I am not exaggerating! Well, it's okay =) LOL!

The PINK day is tomorrow!

2009-11-19T15:10:00.002Z

It is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooooooooooot!

Yesterday I received a very surprising gift from someone all the way from London =) Thank you!!! It was a bouquet of pink roses, a small teddy and a box of Ferrero Roche! I heart u!

Anyway...the prep for tomorrow is 90% done! I am super excited and hopefully everything goes well =) *fingers crossed*

I will try to record as many moments as I could for those who could not make it to my party =)

*EXCITED*

New pet in town!!!!

2009-11-16T11:43:00.005Z

My new babies!!!

Jojo =)
Momo =)

They fought...

Then Momo approached Jojo...

And Momo befriended Jojo! awwww!

And this BIG beauty............

Is Tequila =)

She is HUGE! And the shell is just amazing!

New home...the pond =)

She's like a mini dinosaur! LOL!

*LOVE*

'Sister' and friends =)

2009-10-29T12:07:00.004Z

Since every one say we look like sisters, we should dress like sisters too!

We bought the same headband! LOL! It was cute! =p

Just two pictures from my cam during Nick's 21st party. And he wasn't even in both =.=

Pre-party in his room! LOL!

L-R: Me, Jye, Grace, Calvin, Chloe, Su Yee Theme of the party: Naughty VS. Nice (as reflected above)

Today I followed my 'sister' to work (like every other day) and I got a pair of damn cute glasses in Pink (of course)! LOL! She dare me to wear it on my Birthday...so don't be surprised if I actually do! LOL! Then the series of cam-whoring begun when we were at her client's place. LOL!

This is soooo Aunty Rosie frm PCK Ltd, best in Singapore, JB and some say Batam! LOL!

Yeah, then I kacau-ed her! LOL!

More shoes!!!

2009-10-28T13:17:00.003Z

For old times sake, I decided to log on the previous online shopping sites when I was in London. I seriously shouldn't have done it!!!

Sandal With Strap Detail

Zip detail to back
Product name: Pea
Colour: Pink
Gender: Womens
Heel Height: High Heel
Heel Type: Stiletto Heel
Lifestyle: Party
Shoe Type: Sandal
Sole Material: Synthetic
Toe Type: Open Toe

And it is only 8pounds!!! *faints*

Then I had to make another decision...between this pair below and the following pair after this!

Krush T-Bar Platform Court

Frill trim to t-bar with buckle fastening
Product name: V845
Colour: Grey
Gender: Womens
Heel Height: High Heel
Heel Measurement: 11.5cm
Lifestyle: Party
Shoe Type: Court
Sole Material: Synthetic
Toe Type: Round Toe

This baby is 15pounds =)

Krush Platform With Cross Over Ankle Strap

Product name: LS9154
Colour: Grey
Gender: Womens
Heel Height: High Heel
Heel Measurement: 14cm
Lifestyle: Party
Shoe Type: Court
Sole Material: Synthetic
Toe Type: Round Toe

And this baby is also 15pounds!

To buy or not to buy?! Anyone willing to send it to me from London? LOL! They don't do postage out of UK =( Postage to Malaysia is about 10pounds per pair =( =( =( will see will see.

Foodscapades

2009-10-21T09:26:00.003+01:00

A seafood restaurant in Brickfields.

Crab meal #2 =D

Delicious, Bangsar Village.

Afternoon tea
Tier 1: Mango cheesecake

Tier 2: Scones with chocolate syrup, jam and whipped cream, two truffles and savoury biscuits

Assorted sandwiches

Penang Village, Hartamas Shopping Complex.

Tomato rice

Tom yam fried rice

I'm bored.

Disappointment

2009-10-19T16:02:00.002+01:00

NEWS RELEASE
Kuala Lumpur, 20 October 2009 – The Organisers regret to inform you that Beyonce “I am…” concert originally scheduled on Sunday, 25 October 2009 at Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur has been postponed to a future date, to be announced shortly.
The official postponement press statement by Beyonce’s Artiste Management, Music World will be released by this week. The postponement is solely decision of the Artiste and has nothing to do with other external reasons.
The Organisers sincerely apologize for any inconvenience caused. Fans whom have purchased tickets but can’t wait for the announcement of the new date, may proceed to refund starting from 26 October 2009 to 14 November 2009 at Ticket Axcess head office in PJ. For more details on ticket refund, please contact official ticketing agent Axcess hotline at 03 7711 5000 or log on www.axcess.com.my

Source: Martensia’s website

One word...Malaysiaku =)

Bits and Pieces of Fun =)

2009-10-18T08:57:00.005+01:00

I find this interior design really inspiring! Being a person in love with colours, I just had to take a shot.

At Cosmo Theater, Berjaya Times Square.
And yes, I have to be in it!

Nice PINK Hibiscus taken at my mum's friend's orchard, Ulu Klang.

This whole pool is filled with mountain water! Super cooling!

Flavoured jelly from Taman Mega Pasar Malam.Fried Chicken from Fatty Crab Restaurant.

Mum is really enjoying it =p

Drooooollllsssss!

Hawker style fried rice. Very...fragrant? =p

Okay this is embarrassing but I am certainly one of those that fit in to the group of 'Malaysians that would drive to elsewhere just to get what they want to eat/drink/consume'. Wait till you try this baby and you will do the same! Chocolate Lounge's Fair Lady Frap is ORGASMIC!!! I was at Damansara Intan and I made my mum drive me to OneU just to pick that up. LOL! (I do think that I am spoilt...sometimes la =p)

Yesterday we went to Seed Cafe at Mid Valley for my family doctor's daughter's 1st Birthday =)

The mom made this cake! Like...WHAT?! *jealous*

And the cake covering is not even icing, it is melted marshmallows!!!

The Birthday Girl =)

The family: Dr. Lim, Mrs. Lim, Baby JL, Brother JJ and Grandpa.

Mum at the scene =)

Me at the scene =) LOL!

This place is so cool! Half SEED clothes and half cafe =)

Nice setting.

i know my post is damn random! LOL! That's what happens when I'm lagging =p

Birthday Shhh~

2009-10-09T17:37:00.003+01:00

I was driving home from Times Square today after watching Surrogates on a huge ass screen theater, which by the way was fantastic =p and there were only like 10 of us in the whole cinema!!! That was so cool! LOL!

Anyway, as I was driving, I was listening to Fly fm and a familiar tune came on and I was actually surprised that Malaysia allows such song to be aired. When the chorus came, I understood why it was allowed to be aired;

Girl you know I-I-I
Girl you know I-I-I
I've been feenin'
Wake up in the late night...dreamin' about your lovin'
Girl you know I-I-I
Girl you know I-I-I
Don't need candles or cake just need your body to make good
Birthday Shhh
Birthday Shhh
It's the best day of the year, girl
Birthday Shhh
Birthday Shhh

At the end of the song, it was announced, "That was by Jeremiah, Birthday Shhh".

Therefore, if you have problems with your bladder, have this song saved in your phone. It certainly comes in handy when you need it. LOL!

Btw, for those of you who still do not get it, it is Birthday Sex by Jeremiah =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qq7LT4sQlBc

Gracie's early 21st prezzie

2009-10-08T17:00:00.004+01:00

Today we (Nick, Su Yee, Serene and myself) went adopt a puppy for Gracie's 21st Birthday prezzie. Successful!!! I will let Nick's 21st Birthday pressie from his family, the Nikon SLR, do the talking =p

Toto, Reagan, Ronald? Siblings hiding under from the scorching sun!
Me and Jade (previously Toto)
*PS: I look red because it was HOT!

Jade Toto Lee waiting for a jab =)

At Great Eastern Mall choosing baju for Jade Pretty Jade all wrapped up =)

Owner, Grace Lee, with very tired Jade Toto Lee

Today was a blast!

Happy early 21st Birthday Gracie!!!

Hope Jade would turn your frowns to smiles =) But we're always there to do that anyway! LOL!

H-Artistry 2009 / Walk for World Pink 2009

2009-10-04T09:56:00.009+01:00

H-Artistry night was a blast! Totally had fun...besides THAT incident which I will never forget! Pft! Anyway, went with the usual group of us...Grace, Serene, Su Yee and Nick =) It was at Quattro Club at K Avenue.

The ladies
The man

The free flow

Lenka!

Boys like Girls band (lead singer)

The people!

This time we ended early due to some inevitable experiences and sad to say, I was the cause =p Thank you guys for being there for me! LOL!

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On the 3rd of October 2009, my mum, bro and I went for the charity walk organized by Loreal in conjunction with Pink Ribbon month to raise awareness of breast cancer in Malaysia. It was fun! The 3.8 Kilometer walk flagged off at 6.30pm sharp and the KL Tower illumination came on at 8.30pm. The whole tower was lit up in pink lighting and there were 4 local skydivers who jumped from KL Tower! Some pictures below, more on Facebook.

The people...my mum and bro is in there!

KL Tower in Pink!

World Pink =)

Us =)

Mum and Me

Me walking

The tower illuminated with a (pink) ribbon laser show

I got my face painted for the first time!!! And it was a pink ribbon?! What a childhood! LOL! Totally had fun!

PS: Can't wait for Beyonce!!!!!

Pictures of H-Artistry, credits to Nick =)

Partehh!

2009-10-01T15:09:00.003+01:00

Guess what?!?!?! INVITED to H-Artistry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woooot!
Lenka is going to be there! Boys like Girls are going to be there too!
Special thanks to Nick for taking the effort to get us into the guest list! You rock babe!

Wheeeeeee~

Excited!!!

Also, I am already planning my 21st Birthday Party! Yeay! And yes, I already bought my dress =p Sent it for alteration so no picture yet. Soon k, soon! LOL!

X jobless.

2009-09-29T04:30:00.001+01:00

Because I am bored...because I am concentrating too much on unnecessary things (more like THING)...because I need a life!

I got myself a job =)

A smile on the face!

2009-09-24T07:05:00.004+01:00

Internet shopping make me happy! LOL! Kind of...I WANT!!!! LOL! Yes, I have a fetish towards playboy watches!

Saw this beautiful heels on the US Playboy Website. Damn! Sexeh to the max! *hearts* One day...ONE DAY!!!

Optimistic pessimism?

2009-09-24T05:06:00.003+01:00

My first interview went well. It was a full time job thou...as in one day off in a month kind of job. Well, I am not sure if I am able to commit myself to a full time job as yet but I would definitely be glad if I would be given the opportunity to engage in an environment with children =) After all, I might go into Child Psychology in future. I am still awaiting the confirmation from my first interview and we'll see how it goes. Other than that, another interview from another teaching center is coming up...Monday! We'll see how that will turn out =)

Yesterday another interesting happened. I came back from a date *cough* with a friend and as I entered the elevator, two lady was in there with me. One of them said to me "Oh I was just admiring your hair. Is it real?" and I replied "Oh thanks. Yeah it's real". Basically she asked if I would be interested to earn some money at the mean time. Would you say no?! LOL! Well she lives in the same block as me and yeah, I gave her my mobile number. LOL! I hope it is what I think it is but at the same time...good things don't happen that easily. Optimism with a slight hint of pessimism.

Having to battle out pessimism with optimism is never easy. Things happen out of our intentions and as much as we would like to stop doing that stupid ridiculous thing, a certain part of us just do not have the will power to over come that pessimism. People around us could only advice us and remind us what we are getting ourselves into, we have to take charge from there. Do I have the will power to change something I know is wrong and make it right? I honestly do not know.

Ever been in a state whereby you think you knew it all and that you could control yourself to do what is right but you just couldn't when you are in that situation? Yeah, it certainly feels horrible. Never been in that situation? Well, imagine if you're given a chance to give your love and care to someone, would it be on 5 needy children or on your prince charming. Who would you plant your tlc on? People out of that situation might think that it is wiser to give it to 5 needy children than on one person. If you have a prince charming, would you sacrifice all your tlc for THE ONE and give it to 5 other strangers? If you say yes, who are you kidding?! Like...honestly?!

I've learnt that life's not a bed full of roses, somewhere in the bed of roses is a mistake one made...a thorn left to hurt us to remind us that we are in the real world. Never to assume that there is no thorns left in the bed of roses made for us. Watch out for a thorn after indulging in the scent of a beautiful rose, to just be prepared to handle the thorn that might be hiding under the bed of roses...

Meow!

2009-09-20T18:19:00.002+01:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all!!!

First day of Raya and I am at my brother's office the whole day! LOL! He had to feed the cat...office cat =.= LOL! But it is shooooo cute!

Ready
Aim

Jump (damn kau high!)

Purrrr~

It licked me!!!

Tinkerbell is her name =)

We had a belated dinner celebration in conjuction with my brother's 23rd Birthday. We ate at TGIF, two-course meal. Could not compare with London!

Clam chowder (full of potatoes, no clams to be seen)

Boneless chicken wings (Not crispy at all!)

Chicken something...the chicken is so over cooked!

Chicken something also...not nice larh!

Maybe I'm too fussy! LOL!

Double news =)

2009-09-18T07:04:00.003+01:00

Yesterday it was my brother's Birthday. Happy 23rd Birthday! LOL! Kinda slow in updating blogs but I did celebrate with him =) Thanks to the jet lag (external LOC =p), I totally forgot his birthday was coming up in the next two days! That was on Tuesday. I went to the gym and with the excellent treadmill that could only go up to 4.9km/h max, I fast walk and could actually write and draw at the same time! So I took down notes on what to do and how to do it in two days!

Everything planned out so next step, get the venue. I know who his boss was but I don't have his number. I remember my brother gave me his name card. I called up his office and enquire =p Venue sorted! Next, food! Special thanks to Nick and Su Yee for accompanying me to MV to get the stuff.

The day of his Birthday, he went out to work at 8ish (I assume). I woke up at 9.30am and head towards the kitchen to begin. Ohh before that, the night before I slept at 3.30am just to finish his "Happy 23rd Birthday" sign =p So yes, cooking...just 10minutes in and the gas went out on me! *ROAR* Luckily there was a spare gas tong! One problem...how on earth to change the head?! Gas is deadly if mishandled! And no, I am not ready to die! Hence, *riiiiiiing* Nick =p Thank you so much babe for flying to my place after my call! LOL! Food done!

I was a little behind time with all the cooking but it seemed okay. Got his colleagues to kick him out of the office while we quickly set up the place. Then we were waiting for him to come in and get surprised himself =p the video is proper funny! He did looked blurr: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=136009778999&subj=532728999

It was all good. Thanks to everyone for making it happen =) Special thanks to Nick (yes, again) for helping me out so much! You're the best bud a person could ever have! =)

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That aside. Yesterday I was also busy sending out emails and application forms for jobs. Yes, I have started after just a week here. Today, I got a call from Children's Technology Workshop =) I was invited for an interview tomorrow! Wheeeeeeee! Wish me luck! =) I have always wanted to work in an environment with children and youths as I am planning to take my Masters in Child Psychology or Youth Counseling.

It struck me how important initiative is....which lack in many these days. People, especially university students or fresh graduates should take the initiative to plan their future. Yes, live life as it is but planning a few years ahead is important too. Imagine having a life in the future but lack finances or shelter...hmm not a pleasant sight. Then again, I am not saying you have to bust your as$ for a million dollar making job before you can enjoy. Enjoy and have fun but at the same time make sure you have something standby for emergency use. Being at 20, I feel that it is so important to be prepared for my future. Everything is getting more and more expensive (A bottle of Nutella cost RM23!!! I can't get over that!)!

Sometimes it makes me feel sad to see people around me, friends, who have absolutely no idea what they want in life. Just living by the day itself, having debts, depending entirely on loans, have a part-time job that is no way related to their future career. It is just sad. Maturity, exposure and initiative is so important!

"I wish you knew what you want. I wish you knew I wanted to help. I wish you knew how important your future is. Then again, they are all my wishes"

Complicated?! Make it simple!

2009-09-13T13:18:00.002+01:00

Sometimes people do too much thinking. With our god-given brains, is it wise to think about every single thing before making decisions? Think of every option, possible alternatives before making a conclusion? Hmmm....I don't know. Of course it is good to have more options and choices but in the end, we will only choose one. Is there any point in making 101 choices and options then?

Personally I think having options are important but having too much options might just bring u down. I think people should be less analytical. Maybe thinking deep is better than thinking wide? Instead of thinking of 100 silly solutions and alternatives, why not think of 10 smart/wise solutions?

To some people, being analytical is a habit and they tend to take it over the top at times. Which could obviously be annoying to others around them! Why does something so simple be made so complicated? In this modern era, people are inventing new things that help simplify our daily tasks. Yet, we are making things more complicated when it comes to decision making.

Make it simple people! Narrow it down and once you decide, do not look back! Waste of time! Do it with no regrets thou. Peace out! LOL!

Home-coming!

2009-09-11T10:08:00.008+01:00

I am BACK! Woooooooooooooooooooot! I already feel that I put on some weight =p

The flight home was not too bad as the plane was quite empty so I had reasonable amount of space to move around. Heck, I even got to lay down on three seats in a row! Okay now that does not happen very often to me =p so yeah it was nice.

Upon touch down, I already felt my armpits perspiring and few minutes later, my whole body was perspiring! Dayum! It is haaawt! Then I went through the passport control thing and went to get my luggage. Sightings of moustached and prosperous belly-ed policemen and immigration officers really gave me a hit in the head that I am finally home =) It is really weird to say this considering I am a Malaysian but it is like Culture Shock!!! LOL! I feel so "new" all over again. Things have indeed changed.

Thou one thing that did not, the kiasu-ness of our dear rakyat jelata. At the conveyor belt where we were supposed to collect our luggage, it was so obvious that the first half of the circle was packed...with Malaysians =) and the other half, a mere three individuals waiting patiently for their belongings. Interesting. Guess who was the first person waiting at the beginning of the conveyor belt???????? ME! Duh! I'm sweating like a pig! =p No other reasons *halo on head*

As I walked out through the green lane, bravely, I literally skipped when I arrived at the glass door whereby million (over-exaggeration) pairs of anxious eyes staring towards my direction. Then a saw a tall head in black suit poking out from the crowd of people and I thought to myself, "That must be my bro!". Few more steps and I saw another familiar face...my mummy!!! I skipped even quicker and higher in excitement! She bought me flowers!!! With a little graduation teddy, like she promised before =) When I came to hug my mum, another THREE familiar faces popped out from behind! All I could say was..."OMG!" Hence, I repeated it over and over again for like...loads of times! These people being there made me feel like the whole crowd was there for me! They really mean the world to me =) a lil shout out: "I LOVE U GUYS!"

With their little creative minds...they...

Did this!

Look how princessy I look =p with my little tiara, curly hair, pumped up sexy lips, long lashes *blink eyes rapidly*, super elongated body and my all time fav, a skirt =) That is ME! Kudos to the drawing, Gracey and everyone else for the effort! *hugs* Me and family =)Me and bessies =) Me and my bouquet of flowers and Grad teddy! Wooooot! Super excited when I got this, something I wanted for a long time! Well during my undergrad years that was =p

Now...I will have to get used to the weather. I am already used to the food =p Duh! LOL! It's HUMID and STICKY!!! MY long hair ain't helping either but it is too precious to crop it off =(

And...damn those blood-sucking mozzies!!!

Coming home =)

2009-09-08T19:40:00.002+01:00

A little over 24hours and I am back to Malaysia! Woooooooot! Excited!

The down side, two and a half hours of nothing-to-do at Dubai Airport =.=

My arms and legs...and pretty much my whole body is about to break! Moved most of my stuff to a friend's place to store this morning and went out the whole day to get last minute bits and pieces. Now I am paitiently waiting for the shipping guy to take the balance of my stuff back to Malaysia. Packing for three different destinations is no fun! Anyway, I would be glad once this load is gone too. Everything else left will be chucked into my luggage! Simple!

I am crapping but I don't care because I am so tired that I feel like eating Malaysian KFC once I touch down...wtf?! I know! =.=

See you in Malaysia!!!

The fun is here!

2009-09-02T17:31:00.009+01:00

Finally here are the pictures!

Nasi Lemak night at Babbit's house in Arsenal. His rent is like twice of mine so you could imagine the luxury of his place!

Yes, we tend to take crazy pictures together. That's the fun of it =)

Sushi night at Wood Green.

Rolling, rolling, rolling!Our not-so-pretty-looking sushi =pWe went to play basketball at 10.30pm =.=

It was darn cold! But warmed up in seconds! Fun!

Kak Z's 27th Birthday!They insisted I lay on them!!!Clearly it wasn't working at all!Hence, a decent picture... and a subsequent 7shoot-in-a-row:Yeah, we're passing the banner from the back to the front. It kinda worked?! LOL!

Kuih-raya day!

We made loads of Almond London cookies!
Peanut butter cookies!

Mexican Bun!

Onde-onde!

Random!

My tiara for my 21st! LOL!

LOL!

The end. Another begining.

2009-08-30T00:06:00.002+01:00

No more waking up at 7am, swallowing breakfast in the morning, running out to catch the bus, and so on. Work is now over. Honestly, it is kind of sad...I would really miss it. Despite all of the above, I still like that job. Anyway, I was given a little farewell! We had Victorian sponge cake with strawberries, Chocolate log, and Lemon Cupcakes. It was DELICIOUS! Really thoughtful. My manager gave a little speech and said I had been a 'STAR' =) Awwwww.

Right after work that day, I had to rush to Bonda Cafe, a Malaysian Restaurant to buka puasa with the rest. Lately I have been really close with my housemates and the 'Wood Green Gang'. LOL. Wish I moved in earlier. Anyway, we all had our dose of Malaysian food (totally yummeh but mahal!) and then we decided to...do something.

That night, I polluted my lungs. LOL! We went to Marble Arch/Edgware...a street full of night life. That whole street is filled with Arabian Restaurants and....Shi-Sha =p Yes, I did it! I was freaking scared to begin with but EVERYONE was smoking, even the most innocent girl smoked! Hence, peer pressure la...LOL! (High external LOC! =p) We had three Shi-ShaS for 10 of us but one didn't smoke at all, he had migraine. So the 9 of us shared Apple, Grape, and Mixed Fruit flavoured Shi-Sha. I don't know how many puffs I swallowed! Meaning, no smoke came out when I take in. It take quite some time for me to learn. LOL! It was really fun but I didn't feel anything (supposed to feel 'high' I heard?!) =.=

Anyway, we were there smoking till pass midnight...again, we had to run to catch the last train (yes, it happened before...with the same group of friends =p). When we heard the announcement about the last train arriving, we raaaaaan like a bunch of hooligans...actually, everyone there was running. LOL! If we missed the train, I have no idea what bus or how many buses to take to get back home! We never learn =p Then we reached the tube station nearby our house. To get to our house, we need to pass by Asda. So we went in as we needed to get ingredients for kuih raya. We shopped at 1am in the morning till 2am =.= walked 15minutes in the freezing cold weather back home. Then I Sahur-ed with my housemates. I was so hungry that I cooked maggie goreng at that hour!

Yesterday (Saturday) we woke up at 12pm and started preparing the kitchen. Kak Zela was VERY prepared. She had her laptop and speakers ready in the kitchen. When we were about to start, the songs were about to start too...when it begin, Fuh~ Semangat Hari Raya! LOL! Kak Zela played Hari Raya songs and 'Balik Kampung' songs. It totally reminded me of Kamdar in Malaysia during this season. LOL! Anyway, we made LOADS of cookies. I think few hundred Almond London cookies, three dozen peanut butter cookies, Mexican buns (aka RotiBoy), and a huge butter cake. I swear, it would make a great commercial for Malaysia. The ladies of different races in PJs baking Raya cookies with Raya songs. So the muhibah! LOL!

Pictures soon to come =) Hanni is going back tomorrow =( The house will not be the same without her. I will be flying back to Malaysia in 10days...and I haven't packed a thing! Sei lorh!!!!!!

The unexpected.

2009-08-23T07:16:00.006+01:00

I have been really busy lately. Mainly with work and a minimal amount of time thinking what the hell am I going to do with my things here in London! I am still looking for a solution.

Knowing my days in London are getting shorter, I did the most unexpected thing EVER! I went to a...bush doof?! -my Aussie cousin said. LOL! No idea what it is called but it is FUN! I would call it pary bawah-tanah but...yeah...kinda scary when you think of it =p So here's the story:

On Saturday I woke up at 2pm (yes, it was very late), washed up and got dressed, all prepared to go out. Then I got a bombastic news and it spoilt my whole day! Didn't feel like going out at all! My housemate, Brindha saw my 'reaction' towards the news and she invited me to go out with her and the rest of the Wood Green gang (another group of Malaysians). I agreed.

We went to Enfield to get a dozen Krispy Kreme because Brindha's friend wanted to get some. We got one complimentary original glazed doughnuts each as the light on the signboard was turned on. Wooot! After that we went to East Ham, an hour tube ride away to feast on an Indian buffet for 5pounds. The food was fantastic! Proper Indian curry, super spicy with tender mutton and chicken. Loves! I even had Payasem =p some dessert thing with boiled milk, sago, sugar and something else. It was fun.

After that they were all discussing where to go. FYI, by the time we finished our dinner, it was 11pm. Hence we took a tube back. However, for some reason, we got stuck in the tube twice =.= the first time due to some medical emergency from one of the passengers, the second was due to a track failure. Wasted so much time! While we were in the tube, one of our friend was trying to get hold of the 'party bwh-tnh' location. He got a call and it was in Oakwood, which is about 5minutes bus ride away from my place. We all decided to go BUT we had to go back home first as we need to change our attire.

I got a call from them and they said, 'Don't wear so nice ah! No high heels, no skirts. Wear trousers.' Owh-kay. LOL! Hence, me and Brindha went out at 3am to catch a bus to meet the rest. The road was super quiet! Once we reached, we begin our journey into the forest. It was pitch black! They brought torch light so one guy was in front with the torch, us four girls in the middle holding hands like UHU-glued together, and another guy behind us with a torch. We can barely see few meters ahead as it was really dark. It was very spooky. I kept thinking what if someone jump out of the bushes and rob us! LOL! *touchwood* It didn't happen =p

We walked and walked and walked till we finally hear some *boom boom boom* the bass =) Then we still have to walk about 10minutes? It was really IN the forest, totally reminded me of jungle treking in Malaysia! We got closer and closer and finally we can see laser lights in the bushes. LOL! Then there's a small hole in the bushes a.k.a. the 'door'. We have to bend down to get in (for free) and the smell of w**d is sooooo strong! Basically people are dancing and smoking and drinking and just chilling in general. They have 'things' there which you normally won't see on the streets or in public. You name it, they have it! *faham2 la* They even have fire performances! Sadly it was too dark to take pictures. We danced for a bit and then we found a spot a little further away from the 'dance floor' and we lay down some newspaper before sitting down.

We hung out in the jungle with great trance beats till about 6am in the morning. LOL! The sky was already bright by the time we left and the party was still on! We were so hungry and yet we have to walk 30minutes out of the location! Got a bus and reached home at 7am. Makan, mandi, and tidur till 4pm. Great day! LOL! Totally an experience. I took a video of the party but it was still quite dark.

Life in this house is damn happening! Sushi night tomorrow, Satay House to buka puasa on Thursday night, Almond London (kuih raya) night on Friday. LOL!

'Hasil' shopping =p

2009-08-09T20:47:00.002+01:00

This is the statue my mum INSISTED on buying at the 2nd last day she was in London =.= And it was in a shop at the tube station! Keng right? Tube station also she can buy something. My mum. LOL!

It was quite huge k! Don't even mention the weight!
This is a flat I always pass by when I go to work. Totally love the concept! The 'balcony' is fully glassed from top to bottom and it is like round instead of the common squared ones.

Here comes the shopping!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!

Totally fell in love with this dress when I tried it on! Best of all, the tag says it was 8pounds but it was reduced to 5pounds at the tills! Woooooot! The material is thick and the bust area actually have wiring. Fantastic!

Shoe number 1 =)

Platform heels.

Sequined!

Shoe number 2.

Teal embroidered pumps. Comfy!

Shorts number 1.

Pink with belt.

Shorts (yes, it is!) number 2.

Black linen with a ribbon to the back.

This actually looks like a mini skirt when you wear it. Loves!

This is the shoes I went back to buy today. LOL!

Shoe number 3!

Suede flat boots. To go with a mini dress =)

Hence, I bought:

1 dress

2 shorts

3 shoes

4 bags

=p kidding bout the last one. LOL!

Break free...(just for the weekend)

2009-08-08T22:44:00.004+01:00

Yesterday I did the freakiest thing ever! (Not really =p)

There was a drama in the house. One of my housemate and her friends had a confrontation with another girl. Well lets say...it didn't turn out well. The house was filled with shouting, screams, tears, and a little table banging. LOL! I was in the room next door, having a first class audio (only) experience. No, I did not breach any privacy...heck I could hear it even from my room upstairs! LOL! Anyway, I was given approval to be in that room lah.

To make it short, some b*tch can really b*tch! Some of them could do it to an extent of not feeling sorry or regret for the consequences! Anyway, my poor housemate was shaken up with all the drama as she was shouting her lungs out...trust me, the audio is enough to draw the picture! So after the whole thing ended, we decided to go out and have dinner...none of us wanted to cook (duh)! My housemates are kind of a movie junkie as they have this unlimited pass where they pay 11pounds a month to watch UNLIMITED movies anytime!!! One student price ticket cost 4.90! Lucky them =.=

So they checked for movie timings and the only movie we agreed on was Orphan (yes Nick, you beat me to it!). However, the movie is at 11.40pm and it was 9pm that time. LOL! It was a Friday night and it's the best day of the week for me...after all those hours in the office! Gosh! Couldn't wait to have some fun! Adding to that, all the drama in the house...so much more reason to go for that movie! Hence, we did.

The movie ended at 2am. Took a night bus back and we had to walk about 20minutes to our house...in the SUPER silent housing area...after watching Orphan. Great! There was this point where one of my housemate talked about the dog opposite our house barking one night and she heard a baby crying. I swear I walked a taaaaaad bit faster. LOL! And I keep changing the topic. Heck, you would too! =p

The movie was great, as mentioned by Nick. After the movie, us girls also talked about the talented girl in the movie. She did a great job! It is not easy acting a role like that. I remember a scene where the dad tried to explain to her (Esther, the 'orphan') about what adults do in bed when they love each other alot and she said, "Yeah, they fuck." LOL!

Today was a sinful day! I did shopping! Loads of it! Bought two pairs of shoes, a dress, two shorts and a pair of shorts for my mum. I was soooooo tempted to get a pair of suede boots that I've been wanting to get for a long time which I didn't got round to as it was kinda pricey before. New Look is selling theirs for 7pounds! The cheapest I found months ago was 25pounds! Due to the fear of spending too much, I decided to not get it. I regretted. Hence, I AM GOING BACK THERE TO GET IT TOMORROW! LOL! Hopefully they still have my size! Pictures tomorrow.

Humidity

2009-08-06T23:42:00.002+01:00

Yeay! Got a gift card from New Look for the returns of my over-sized skirt. Time for more shopping! It's FRIDAY tomorrow!!! Can't wait! Love weekends! LOL! Saturday is shopping day! Wooot!

Weather these few days is HUMID! Never thought London would feel like Malaysia! It was 27degrees but it felt like 32!!! I have been wearing spaghetti strap tops to work these few days. The heat is intense! Yet, today the rain poured like no body's business =.= And that was the day I 'semangatly' went to Asda...because I was craving for spinach soup for dinner. Hence, bought FROZEN CHOPPED SPINACH from asda. Also resulted to some temptations...TWO boxes of STRAWBERRIES and a box of MAGNUM (3 inside) and a box of CORNETTO (6 cones). Bagus!

I need sleep! Goodnight.

Short update.

2009-08-03T20:01:00.004+01:00

Been a hectic week! One of my housemate left for Malaysia yesterday and we had a surprise Farewell party for her. It was fun. We sang...a lot! LOL! I don't have the pictures at the moment as they are all in my housemates' camera.

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I can't find the damn receipt to my New Look formal skirt that costed me 8pounds! I always keep receipts but for some reason, I don't have this one =(

It is too big and I desperately need to change it! Hopefully I can use my bank statement as a proof of purchase?! SW allows that! Fingers crossed!

I do not even have the time to go and change it! Working from 10-6pm everyday and most New Look shops closes at 5.30pm the latest! Tuuuuuut!

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Pelham 123=THE BOMB!!!

RIP

2009-07-31T22:07:00.002+01:00

Just found out that a junior (I think from SMKS5 too) passed away. Although I don't know her, I still feel sad. It seems like a lot of people are leaving this world. Certainly not a good feeling. Life is indeed too short.

My condolences to her family and friends. May you rest in peace.

She passed away after a motorcycle accident. Let this be a lesson to all. Please use your sensibility on the road...and in everything you do. Going out at night all alone is not recommended. Be street smart. Cherish your life.

5 Days in Paris

2009-07-24T22:54:00.015+01:00

I'm back from Paris! Yes, it's been a loooooooong week! Honestly, five days in Paris is too long! It was really too much to handle...to the fact that I almost kissed the ground upon arrival at St Pancras International Rail Station in London! I guess this shows how much one can feel disturbed by when not in their comfort zone. Worst of all, EVERYTHING is in FRENCH!
The people are a little reflective of the stereotype label given to them. Not going to mention what but am sure most of you know =) However, it is cute seeing other ethnic groups speaking French...especially Chinese and Africans. It is so cute! Anyway I took loads of pictures and most of it would be on FB. Just randomly uploaded a few here. Click on http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=93215&id=532728999&l=1d0a55efce to view the rest.

First meal. BREAD!

And pretty much the rest of the meals were breadful =.=

Interior of a shopping mall, La Fayette.

Republique statue

The Seine River

Part of it

The 'hiao' pose. It was spontaneous k, wasn't on purpose!

Mummy and me!

Mum on the Batobus, a shuttle boat along the Seine River.

Me on the Batobus.

Some random building with really nice architecture.

THE pyramid!

The famous glass pyramid at the Lourve

Some random arch =p

Paris eye, joking! LOL! Just a fun-fare thing.

Monalisa~

Eiffel Tower!

Notre Dame! LOVE it!

Me and mum at Notre Dame.

When the lights lit, beautiful! When the lights blinks, FANTASTIC! I recorded a short video of the Eiffel Tower when the lights were blinking, it was really nice! I didn't know it was that beautiful =)

When the lights were not blinking anymore. Still beautiful.

Moulin Rouge!

The arch that made me stomp my feet till my mum had to go with me just to take a picture of it =p She was tired and I made hell a lot of noise and insisted that I MUST go there! LOL! It was getting late and it was quite a walk so she said 'Forget it!' I literally stomp my feet and moan like a baby!!! LOL! We went the next day =p and she said 'Wahhh so pretty!!!'. See, listen to your child! LOL!

Then we went to Eiffel Tower =)

The RER (railway station)

I stomped a little to get to this place too! LOL! My mum was like 'Nah, there...your massive Statue of Liberty' =.= I know la I haven't got the chance to see the massive one in US, I will! LOL! For the mean time, I'll be proud of the tiny one I saw =p it wasn't THAT tiny anyway! LOL!

This is...Luxembourg Palace! Pretty! Great weather too..for pictures that is. Other than that, it is humid and HOT! Hotter than Malaysia, mind you! Got sticky within 10minutes outside!

In the Lourve museum where I got my entree for free (student) and my mum had to pay =p All because of Monalisa! I wanted to see her!!! Then we stumble on this masterpiece. Men looking curiously at their curled up penis after a one night stand. LOL! Kidding. I hav no idea of the history behind it...the description was in French!

The famous pyramid. It's really huge!

The interior of one section of the museum.

My Monalisa!!!!

The massive paintings in the museum. Venus de Milo! The goddess of love!

Eros and Psyche

Some random chair. Ignore the Adidas paper bag. It was really a cheap deal to ignore =p Bought another pair of trainers. LOL! It was REALLY cheap! (I think I have about 32 pairs of shoes now...woooot!)

After three days in Paris going around, "up and down and up and down" (Wong, 2009), we pretty much went to most of the tourist attractions. Hence, we decided to go Disneyland! Woooooot! My first ever Disneyland trip! *contented* With a chipmunk!

With Lilo! Didn't get Stich! It was proper active! No one managed to take a picture with it! It kept running around, fiddling with people's stuff (like hat and stuff).

In Disneyland

With Mickey! We had to queue a long queue just for this shot! And I got a memory of it for quite some time...from the sun burn on my back and face! To make it worst, I was wearing sun glasses...so now my face look like I hav goggles on! %$#&^*(@!#%

The High School Musical performance. I stood there under the HOT GLARING SUN just to take a shot of the Zac...he really looked like Zac Effron! And yes, that certainly contributed to my hidious tan lines!

The Vanessa Hudgens is a little too fair, complexion wise. She could use a tan!

Hollywood Tower Hotel!

Mickey's face! They're flowers! Empress chair. LOL!

Pirates of the Carribean

I looked happy in the Vampire thing =.=

The guy is cute. LOL! He dusted his shoulders and said, 'Oh my gawd!' because I put my hands on his shoulder!

The dark clouds waiting to pour down!

Lalalalala~

I certainly did =) The train that arrives directly at Disneyland, Paris...Gare De Marne La Vallee Chessy (on the RER line). How the hell do you pronounce 'Ankunft'?!?!?!? It is like a combination of the words 'angkut' and 'fart'!

Time to say goodbye =(

We arrived at Gare Du Nord (the train station) TWO hours earlier and sat there looking at people walking pass =p till 20minutes to departure time (mind you, they are on-the-dot punctual), we realized they didn't annouce the gate number. I saw a few people inserting their tickets in some yellow machine so I was wondering what was that. So I asked my mum to ask an attendant there. He said we have to CHECK IN UPSTAIRS! WTFSWEETANDSOURSAUCE!!!

We RAN up the escalator and showed our tickets to the ladies and they were so calm when our train is about to depart in 15minutes! Queued about 10minutes for the passport control and the Imigration officer still had time to ask if I am messing around with people's minds because now I have a degree in Psychology =.= We cut queue for the bag scanning thing! Mum was stuffing all the luggages and the security guy was like 'Opp opp! Wait wait!' LOL! We took our bags as soon it came out and RAN like those illegal stalls in Petaling Street runing away from the Bandaraya. That was not a joke! I've never ran like that before! SO the malu!

We reached the boarding counter sharp at our departure time and the dude said, 'Oh...this train is about to depart. You won't make it in time' TNMCH! I was SUPER pissed! I raised my voice at the counter (which I shouldn't have) saying that we arrived two hours earlier sitting downstairs waiting for the announcement but there wasn't any! Seriously, that was nonsense! There wasn't ANY sign saying that we have to check in upstairs. PFBT! They gave us the next train back anyway...for free. So we had to wait another 30minutes for the next train. Glad I am back in London! So is mum. LOL! In the Eurostar train. All smiles...just 20minutes left to St Pancras.

All in all, it was fun. Got a fantabulous tan at weird obvious places! Please do not talk about it when you see me/it. I will hate you! LOL!

Shopping our butts off!

2009-07-18T22:55:00.005+01:00

An appetizer from TGIF to begin...

Chocolate mousse and strawberry mousse. RICH!
With Briana during our Graduation Marshall job at Uni.

One of our colleague. Dia sangat han-noi-ing punya! Sebab masih budak...baru 16/17 tahun.

The stage.

The amount of people we had to show them their seats within 30mins? After a few trips, you feel the heat! Peluh!

Anyway, I haven't been blogging much on our shopping spree because of time constraint (not because of too many stuff =p) but I have to blog bout this!

7 sins of the sole!

The price is such a sin for me!

Yeap...it's Adidas...

Tah-daa~

Transparent sole doh!

Super glam la =p

Let me hear you say, 'woot woot'! LOL!

The things that comes with it.

Ribboned laces.

It cost me a fortune owh-kay and I did thought of returning it but my mum managed to convince me to keep it. See, she is very the danger! LOL! Anyway, long term investment mah =D =D =D

Her super colourful pair of trainers!

Three coloured laces doh!

Super colourful for her age kan?! But no, she thinks it is normal!

Hmmm...no comment. Love this bag...but it is my mum's. LOL!

Due to the cam, it is not as visible but the quality is really top notch! Love the colours too!

Yo Mart! If you're reading this, this is yours! We shopped for you too kay! Mum bought so many stuff for u doh! Again, due to cam quality it is not that visible in this pic la but the suit has stripes and it is really nice =D I choose wan! Don't like also must say nice! LOL!

Last but not least, KFC popcorn chicken. It's so cute! LOL!

I think I am having fever. Damn. Paris on Monday! Woot!

Madame Tussauds and Edinburgh

2009-07-16T15:25:00.014+01:00

A million apologies for my absence as I have been going around with my mum. Our schedule was really hectic hence, the absence =p Basically we've done a whole lot of shopping....*screams till the glass cracks* I have to admit, I myself have spent a lot on shopping...thanks to my mum =.= Shopping with her is really dangerous! There goes my salary! Anyway, this is a post full of pictures...so be prepared. If you need to go to the toilet, do it now. If you need to get some snacks, do it now. LOL! Here goes...

Mum with her BAGS of shopping...mind you, there are some clothes from other retail shops in the Primark paper bags! *shakes head* mum, stop shopping la =p
My housemates and the mums.
L-R: Zela, Siti, Mum, Siti's mum, Brindha's mum, Brindha, & Hanni.
They are a bunch of jokers =) The IBUs at Southgate underground...so muhibah! LOL!
We were on our way to...Madame Tussauds!!! Woot!

Excited!

Mel-Jolie-Pitt

Mum and Julia Roberts

Me and Will Smith

With Missy Aguilera

Nicole Kidman and Johnny Depp

Nick's bestfriend...Miley Cyrus! LOL! I took it just for you, Nick! Love me or not?! =p LOL!

Ops! It wasn't me!

I am happily smiling knowing that I would be in Hulk's hands?! Hmm...

Tango with Bush. LOL!

...

Just for fun...not a supporter or anything!

Arnold Susah-nak-aje =p

Prince Charles and Camelia

Prince Harry and me

Oh my Prince William! LOL!

With Pri-lala's ex bf =p Mr Einstein

...can't remember who he was =p

Wooooot! White shoes and red nail polish y'all! Matching! =p

Hmmm...Charlie =)

There are many more pictures but spaces are limited so please feel free to view it at FB. Right after that visit to Madame Tussauds, me and mum had to pack for Edinburgh that night! Our coach leaves at 11.25pm! Woot! Reach Edinburgh, Scotland at 8.30am =) Nice yo!

Tired of dragging that thing while looking for the hostel!

Edinburgh castle

Mel was there! LOL!

At the hills of one of the Harry Potter's set

Nice hills!

Scottish man with bagpipes!

(*Bagpipes of Bagdad* Eminem's song playing in my head!)

Waiting for the Loch Ness cruise

Near the pier, waiting for the cruise

My mum and her hoodie Woot! LOL!

Us on the cruise

The wind is STRONG!

In the cruise Some ruined castle...can't remember the name!

Last stop for tour of the day...Pitlochry town.

Our hostel. Super nice and clean!

Love the buildings!

Dinner at some English pub.

Scotland's national dish, Haggis.

This is a modern version, Chicken supreme with haggis and mash. So haggis is the brown, mince beef like thing.

Spinach and Mushroom penne in white wine sauce. Because we gila2, we waited for a whole day doing nothing. We had to check out at 10am but our coach back to London is at 10.30pm! We basically sat in McDonalds for...easily 5hours?! LOL! Totally an experience =)

Heading for Paris on 20th July! Can't wait!

Quickie

2009-07-12T19:57:00.002+01:00

Went to Madame Tussauds today. It was a blast! Will upload pictures soon..when I am back.

Off to Edinburg tonight...tight schedule! LOL! Hopefully the weather would be nice *fingers crossed*.

Just a quick shout out to you guys just in case you're thinking what happened to my updates. LOL!

Be back soon! xx

Graduation!

2009-07-09T22:39:00.004+01:00

Graduation today!!!!!!!!

It was a blast! Totally a memorable experience! Due to my experiences as a Graduation Marshal for the past few days, I thought I wouldn't be nervous at all! Big mistake! The nerves hit me when the graduates in front of me start getting up row by row to get their scrolls. All in all, a great time! Here are some pictures taken today. Special thanks to Doulos who came all the way to our Graduation just to take pictures for us. He really is a pro! More pictures with him...will upload when I have them. At the mean time, here are few of mine. Me and mum.

More me and mum...
Opsie! LOL!Awww =p

2009 Graduate!

Woot!

Me and one of my lecturer, David Westly

Mum at Burger King

Hungry mum waiting to dig in her half ribs in JD sauce at my one and only...TGIF =p

Mua and mua food =)

Dinner celebration! Woot! lol!

Last day of work tomorrow as a Graduation Marshall. Nice.

Went shopping with mum today at Enfield Town and bought a skirt and a dress. OMG! Shopping with her is so danger! Everything is nice! LOL!

Work #2

2009-07-06T23:49:00.002+01:00

Today was my first day working in my Uni as a Graduation Marshall. I am not exaggerating but my legs are literally DEAD! I am feeling the PAIN! Well I am assigned to be in the marque so we have to stand all the time! Three ceremonies a day and from 8am till 7pm! SHIATE MAN!

But...the experience is something. I am glad I took this job. It is pretty fun =) Hell tiring but fun! We get to see people graduate and it is really a nice feeling. Oh and I get to bring two cute little girls to the toilet (holding their hands) and back to their seat as they were there all alone to see their mother graduate. How sweet!!! Yes, there were accidents but it all went well as action was taken really quickly when there was a problem. They even provided us lunch =p We even get to eat leftover tarts (super expensive ones and they can't keep it for tomorrow because they want it fresh) from the reception after we finish work. NICE!

Would like to elaborate but I am dead tired! Haven't been getting up 6am in AGES! My new routine for a week. Great!

On the other note, my housemates are big jokers. They make living in a house so much more fun. Halls are nice because of the privacy but their humour in the house...priceless!

Mum arriving tomorrow. Woot!

New place!

2009-07-02T22:43:00.004+01:00

It's the berries season now...I took this ages ago but just realized I haven't blog it =p Strawberries were so cheap and I love strawberries!!!

Only a pound for a tub.
Too lazy to slice it =p dunk it whole! LOL!

Don't-know-when punya dinner. Satay beef with noodles.

Another don't-know-when punya dinner...definitely in halls thou. Naan and canned curry dhal.

My empty study table!

The mess I made! The damn bed was seriously heavy! I almost died moving it back to it's original position!

LOL! In my new room...with mike's shirt! HAHAHA! Don't ask why but yeah...who say women can't wear men's clothes?! =p Love the checks! Oh and he 'gave' it to me as a graduation present =.=

My mini USB fan is SOOOOO not helping! I left it on too long till the petals flew out =.= So now it is not usable! Kebabish! I need to get a fan!!!

Woooooot! And that is not all! Still have another luggage full of home clothes and that black bin bag on the right is full of winter clothes too! If my clothes are food, I could feed 10 families in Africa. But my clothes are not food ma =p

Ignore the messiness.

My window is facing the evening sun. DAMN hot!!!

Still unpacking! ZOMG!

Mum is coming soon! Woooooot!

Relative's 30th Pearl Anniversary.

2009-06-30T16:54:00.004+01:00

Million apologies! I have been missing lately as my schedule is hectic like....HECTIC! Moving room is so not fun! Especially when you have 10 large boxes, 6 small boxes, 4 huge bags (black garbage bags) and also two luggage! OMG! I seriously didn't know I had that many until I counted it! LOL! Anyway, unpacking takes a lot! Not forgetting to mention the super limited space here. Anyway, I am ALMOST there...I'd like to think of it that way =p

Anyway, last Tuesday, the 23rd of June 2009 was my distant relative's 30th Anniversary...PEARL =) How sweet! They had a makan2 at Dorchester Hotel and I was invited =p I went with them straight after work so yes, it was a long day. Dorchester is a 5star hotel and obviously the place we dine in was a fine dining three-course meal. My first ever fine dining meal!!! Woot!

Some expensive champagne to begin a toast =)

Uncle Peter putting on his gift, a pearl necklace (Selfridges) on Aunty Foon's neck =) Sweet. My two handsome hunky cousins...all the way from Aussie =)

Jimmy Choos!!! I meant the background.

Our starters.

Something something asparagus soup with asparagus foam...(Whut?!)

My chosen appetizer.

Can't remember what it is called...lol! Basically it is some raw fish, trout I think...in sweet sauce and some greens.

My main course.

I think it was sea-bass?! Yeah...and in herb cream sauce with some roasted veg.

This was random. It was a complementary starters before dessert. To wash our pallets I assume?!

This is a vanilla ice cream with raspberry, pomegranate and berries sauce with a caramel stick.

My dessert.

Baked cheesecake with raspberry sorbet and raspberry sauce (the bintik2).

Last but not least, chocolates =)

Complimentary surprise chocolate cake by the chef =)

The "kids"

L-R: Lucas, Le-On, Chloe, Chi, Mel

All of us that was present.

The family.

That night was really fun. Until we drove back half way and noticed a parking ticket stuck to the windscreen =.= They actually stick it on your windscreen like a club membership sticker! So it's not surprised we didn't notice it till quite some time. Drove all the way back to take pictures of the car parked in the spot. Reached back at 1.30am...crash to bed! Had work the next day.

Today was another hectic day. Had the day off as I went to uni EARLY in the morning for training as a Graduation Marshall. Then came back and unpack my boxes...madness! My legs are about to break...and my arms are about to fall of! Went to Asda to get groceries. Being the bijak me, over bought again (in terms of weight)! I need some proper rest...and honestly, I feel a little room sick! I miss my halls! So many things I took for granted! Damn!

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T14:42:00.005+01:00

Sorry for the MIA posts. I have been busy with work and I do not really get time to relax. THANK GOD it is Friday =p However, work is not that much of a pain in the ass as I am learning a lot too =)

This short but very meaningful post (from work, during lunch) is dedicated to Michael Jackson (MJ). As you all know, he passed away. I was at SOVA training yesterday and came back about 10pm-ish. The news was on and they had live broadcast all the way from LA. I was honestly shocked! They reported that MJ has passed away due to cardiac arrest.

Then the next minute they reported that MJ might just be in a coma! *Confused* This is not a joke! Although I wasn't a crazy fan of his but some of his songs are okay. I know how some people would say that the reaction from the public towards MJ's death was over-rated and they tend to get annoyed. Honestly, I am not pretending to be a fan of his at this point but I certainly do think it is sad that someone of that many achievements is no longer alive anymore.

It makes me realize that death, no matter who is the 'victim' is, would still affect people, the public, the community, the village people who have not got a clue who they are. That is why bereavement is the most stressful thing for a human being. A sense of loss that could not be replaced.

It makes me wonder...how would I feel when celebrities I know and admire (who obviously are older than me) pass on when I am still enjoying life. Honestly, it makes me feel old. Celebrities of the generation before me are...'going'?!? It certainly does not feel nice. Love or hate MJ, he is an individual that could not be replace by anyone. For that reason, people should respect his achievements and him as a person (despite rumoured or truthful allegations), whether as a black or white person.

Expressions of gratitude to you:
For your contributions to the community, to the society,
For the emotional uplift from your songs,
For the embedded positive messages in your songs,
For voicing out on behalf of those unheard,
For the courage you instill in us to be who we want to,
May you rest in peace,
Michael Jackson.

The importance of parenting

2009-06-19T23:53:00.003+01:00

It is Strawberries season!!! Usually a box of strawberries cost about 3-4pounds? But now Asda is selling it for 1pound a box! Same amount of FRESH RED JUICY STRAWBERRIES!!! Took pictures but haven't upload because I have packed up most of my things. Hence, the laziness =p Will upload soon. Anyway I'd like to talk about something interesting today...about life...about creating a life...what does giving birth to a child actually means.

As usual, today I went out to catch a bus (a little too early but better earlier than late, considering the irregular buses lately due to road works) to work. Yesterday I was marginally on time =p Anyway, I usually sit in the same spot, one seat behind a seat for disabled/senior citizens/mothers with prams as the space in front is for pram parking in the bus. Lately the weather has been sunny sunny and VERY sunny! Occassional chills but all in all, way better than winter and loads of scorching sun! So yesterday, I witness something that disturbed me...adding to what I saw today, it mezmorised me!

Yesterday a mother with a pram with a child in it sat in front of me. The mother parked the pram in a way that the child is facing the bus window. Not forgetting, the sun is SCORCHING! The poor child was SCREAMING away! No, I'm not exaggerating! Every one in the bus was looking but no one said anything. I was blasting music with headphones but I could still hear the poor kid screaming in pain and the child's skin was RED! Guess what the mother did?! She just did an occasional 'Shhh...' (which was less than 3 times throughout the 20mins journey!) and gently touch the child's face. HELLO!!! What difference does it make?! The child could barely talk! What more to understand your 'Shhh..' Pft! It really pissed me off but I could not tell people how to 'treat' their child?! But the mother is nonsense!

Today, I saw a totally different side of some mothers. The same situation as yesterday. Typically prams are parked so that the child face the window for easy exit of the pram at stops. Anyway, today it was as hot as yesterday (me sitting by the window makes me feel 10shades darker!) so you could imagine the heat! The child wasn't happy (duh) and started making faces. Immediately the mother used her hands to block the sun from the child's face. With no effect, the mother took of her jacket and hung it against the railing so that it blocks the sun off. Minutes later, she realize it wasn't working as well as the sun exposure was too wide and the poor child was squinching her eyes. The mother immediately got up when the bus stopped and she turned the pram the other way round so the child would be away from the window.

This is what I call effective parenting. Not letting ur child to scorch in the hot sun and leaving them to scream their lungs out in a public situation where people could easily sue you for child abuse! Then it got me thinking...it is so easy for people to make babies and children but do they first think about parenting? Throughout my Uni years and experiences, I can never look down on the importance of parenting skills. It takes so much to be a good mother/father, to provide for your child, to treat your child with unconditional tender loving care, to be there when your child needs you, to think about your child's interest before yours. It takes so much! It somehow makes me fear of being a mother in the future. Being unable to bring up a proper human being.

It is easy for people to say that reproducing is essential for evloutionary purposes but what if you fail to bring up a proper child with decent values? It is easy to say 'This is right. This is the best for my child' but how sure are you?! What if it is not? According to studies, the first 5 years of a child's life is essential in the development of the child's future. Everything the child experience, sees and learnt are for life. Actually personally, I think a child's whole childhood period is important. They are like a sponge that absorbs everything. Who and what (in terms of values) a person is is highly reflective of their parents. Negative or positive, a child takes it all in.

Some people would argue that the teen/adult should know what is wrong and what is right so they should judge for themselves at that age. Then again, it is easy to say but it is human nature to have a sense of conformity. "If my parents did it, it should be okay for me to do it too" Why is it that devient individuals usually have a bad family background? Which direction is the causality? Bad individual->bad family conditions or bad family conditions->bad individual? I believe in high internality, meaning people should have a high internal locus of control instead of external. Having said that, parenting is essential in building a foundation for the values of internality. With the wrong values embedded in one, internality or externality, doesn't make a difference. An individual is scared for life. People take actions based on their values and beliefs which are learnt throughout their childhood years.

People tend to forget how important BOTH parents are to a child. To us, it is easy to say 'If the relationship is not going well, get a divorce'. Yes, but what about the child? There is so much going on in their little heads. I feel sad for them...having to go through something they don't understand, to accept the way something is just because mummy or daddy says so. Adults make divorce look so easy but it is never easy for the child. As much as we hide things away from children, they are human after all, they would be smart enough to guess what is going on. Then?! What should parents do when they are stuck in a passionless relationship?

Either hang on till the child is mature enough or TALK to the child. Yes, they might hate you (for couple of days max) or scream at you or storm away...but don't ever blame them. Don't slap them for being rude. Those reactions are normal. It always struck me hard when I think about the mixed feelings a child go through as an effect of his/her parents. Why get married and have a child when you can't afford to bring the child up in a loving environment?! Bringing a child to life then defeats the purpose of creating a beautiful life. This is not a trial and error thing...practice does makes perfect but not in this situation. We can't trash the 'default' and create a new one. Imagine if people 'create' 5 children and only manage to bring up a child properly out of the 5? Bringing a child in to this world is a huge responsibility!

I don't understand teenage pregnancy-did you even think of the emotional responsibilities of bringing up the child? I don't understand divorce-why get married in the first place? I don't understand infidelity-WHY?!Stop being so horny and greedy! I don't understand marriage-how sure are you that you would still be with this person years after?

Life is a journey of risk to take. We tend to make mistakes and never learn from it. It is sad to see people we know being victims. It is sad to listen to the pain people go through in life. It is sad......but it is life. Having said so, I would very much like to help children and teenagers get a better understanding of the crazy world out there. Emotional support is so important...to everyone. There is a reason why someone does something. We can't judge their actions based on our values. We won't know what they've been through and so we can't say "I know exactly how you feel" because we don't.

Lashing out on someone takes a split second, the effect.....is for a lifetime. Before you say something hurtful, think about where they've been and the possible reasons that brought them to choose what they chose. There is always a reason to an action...........

Urban Fete Party.

2009-06-16T22:57:00.007+01:00

This is a long one but mostly pictures (I hope =p) LOL! Okay to start off, the random and super delayed food post. LOL! I don't know if I've mentioned about their sausages here...it is way different than Malaysia. Firstly, it is purely minced meat which means it is super MEATY (*hint hint* Grace =p) unlike the ones in Malaysia which are processed. The sausages in Malaysia are called frankfurters here. So yeah. I bought a pack of sausage with some herbs thing in it...lovely =) However, I have to finish it by this week before moving in to my new place in Southgate. Reason? Respect. Anyway...can't remember when but I had...

Two sunny side up, two oven baked sausages (you can fry it but baking is more healthy =p) and a random tortilla wrap.
Packed away most of my jewellery that was on display in my room (hardly wear them!) and those above are to be given away. For some reason, earrings are not my thing anymore. Maybe because I have a big hair now so it doesn't matter even if I wear them, it's hidden =s

I am super excited to tell my super long story of today's event =) I was involved in the Junction 49 project in my uni couple of months back...Banana Madness??? Rings a bell? LOL! So yes, it is a volunteering organization by TimeBank and it is super interesting. Basically we are given a chance to make a change by volunteering to conduct a project to raise awareness for anything. So today is the Urban Fete celebration where all Junction 49ers from different Universities, TimeBank staffs, and even school children were present to celebrate our achievement for the year. One word...AWESOME!

I even got a cert that was totally unexpected =p

Sadly I won't be here long, I'd certainly love to volunteer in more projects. Maybe next year =)

This is where it was held...In Proud Camden Gallery, in Camden Stables Market (a little like Pasar Seni).

The stables are pure CUTE! Super country-like.

Artistic zebra high up.

The bar. It was 'closed' until the school children leave, it resumed business.
Here, (alcoholic) drinks are the only thing that could keep a party going.

The stables are divided to couple of statement projects..this is the Share stable occupied by the Swapshop project. Basically people bring items they do not want anymore and swap it with someone else. A way to save the earth =) I wonder if it will work in Malaysia! I might try to run something like this in Malaysia *inspired*

This is the create room. I had so much fun in here! They prepared loads of recycled tote bags and fabric pens. So we are allowed to design the bags to our heart content. Yes, it is so my thing! LOL! Wish I had more time thou.

The front of my first bag...'Flower power'

The back, 'Girl power'. I am not looking down on men but just voicing out on behalf of the women who are stereotypically looked down on.

The front of my second bag...sadly, I didn't have time for the back. I wanted to write "...because she is always right!" LOL! I will do it when I have the time. Thus, this bag was not well decorated =p but you get my point! LOL!

This is the Change stable where people are given a chance to make a change and there were various posters on how people are making a change.

This is the Debate stable where people are given a chance to debate on what they think about volunteering and whether it has changed people's life or not. Overall the event was really nice...they had loads of food (didn't take picture because 'malu') and unlimited flow of drinks!

Then I was given this random card holder before I left. Oh oh oh! The event was from 1-5pm and they said there would be an after part at an 'undisclosed' venue...well until the end of this party that is. Amazingly, I had so much fun till I stayed till the end! So they told us the venue for the after party...it was in a bar opposite the Stables Market. I was with my friend, Abhi (who did the project with me) and we went to the after party.

To the after partehh!!!

Abhi.

The after party was awesome because we are given complimentary two alcoholic drinks and two soft drinks! Clearly, I only managed to drink three =p

This was the devil that got me drunk! Seriously, I was dozing off in the tube on the way back! It wasn't JUST a Corona! I had Vodka orange before that. Hence the elevated heartbeat! When I reach home, I straight away dozed off in bed! Woke up couple of hours later and made maggie mee (for supper). LOL! Anyway, the bar was a nice place too.

We have a DJ and a performer (the guy in red) both Junction 49er. The guy in red is a rapper and he wrote an album full of songs rapping about knife crime and how we should put a stop to it. Meaningful.

The view of the top balcony were we hung out. The sun was directly in my face. I felt it burning but I still sat there because...socializing marh...LOL! Wonder if I am tad bit darker!

The Stables Market from the Bar's open top seating area.

Yah, awesome view lah! And nice weather too...so the panas!
Camden is well known for it's artistic statements. Hence, I love it! LOL!

The signboards are 3D. How cool is that!

Woot!

Need I say more?!

Double woot! LOL!

Massive scorpion and trainers.

Finally, the booze started to kick in...I was damn merah! Actually I was pink due to the alcohol la but then I was malu because I was pink kan so it became red. Hence, I wasn't red due to the alcohol *denial* LOL! All in all it was great. We even made some friends...all the way from Leicester! Oh oh oh and we played this board game with them...it's called Four in a row. It filled our time there. I won twice in a row! *bangga* LOL! I think I put on weight just today...with the alcohol and all the food (chicken wraps, sandwiches, finger food, cupcake!, and FIVE choc chip cookies-it was too delicious to miss out on it!!!). Eeek!

Back to work tomorrow. Damn, forgot to make lunch. Too lazy to anyway =p Will woop something up in the morning.

Quick update

2009-06-15T21:52:00.002+01:00

I think I am getting the hang of going to work. It is indeed hectic as every night I would have to prepare lunch to bring to work the next day. Having limited amount of groceries, I am not spoilt for choices (haven't been in a long time!). Well I thought it is no point for me to buy groceries for the time being as I would be moving out very soon. Hence, trying to finish up food that has pork. Respect. LOL!

Anyway, I am still packing...I am living out of my suitcase now as I've shoved all my clothes in the suitcase. So I would say half my things are packed. Just need couple more boxes for my cutlery and cookware, toiletries and other food stuff. Oh and another huge box for balance of my clothes that are hanging behind my doors and in the huge ass laundry bag (which is now full with clothes). Yes, I have to wash them first and I haven't done it =p I will do it...on Friday.

Tomorrow would be an interesting day. Why?! Because...I'll update when it's over =) LOL! I am feeling so tired and sleepy but I have to pack. Damn. I need a new phone! Recommendations? Just something simple for the time being. BOTH my phones are hopeless atm. Barbiturates!

The life.

2009-06-12T20:16:00.005+01:00

It's Friday!!!!!!!!!!!
Now I know why working people love Fridays and hence the TGIF! LOL! I like my job but it is just tiring. I am not complaining but I only have 6hours of sleep everyday (normally I need to have at least 8hours!) and the transportation to work is not the best. Well, welcome to the working world you say? I know. LOL!

I went to the accommodation office to enquire about the time we need to return the keys on 22nd June and they say by 10am. NICE! My friend is helping me move out in the evening of 22nd June! I asked if they would allow just till the end of the day and...lets say they are harsh mean people!!! Hmph! Anyway, I would have to ask if my friend could do it on the 21st instead. Mike is returning on the 21st itself and he would have to come and help me out. Poor thing =p

Worst of all, I haven't pack. Just 3-4 more days to move out (excluding weekdays as I do NOT have the time to pack at all!) and I only have a garbage bag sized winter clothes packed up. Great. I need to do something!

Anyway, I took half day off from work today as I had to go Uni to attend to something. Oh oh oh...Today is BC's Birthday! Woooot! But she just got back from Ireland so me and Ching Yee couldn't celebrate with her today. Either tomorrow or Sunday.

As I was typing this post, I called Ching Yee to remind her about meeting Keshia for lunch one Sunday. Then:
*Message from Ching Yee*
Results out already.

Anxiety FLOODED in! Too high till I pressed the 'END CALL' button when she said 'Hello?' =.= pai seh! So yes, I checked and.................I have every reason to be emo! It wasn't what I expected (definitely expected higher) but....it's the final class that counts?! Yeah...I'd like to think of it that way. At least I didn't fail any and......it's the final degree class that counts! LOL! There's more to life than dwelling over something you could not change. So...I am graduated?! Woooooooooot! Technically I am but still need to wait for Graduation Ceremony. I think. LOL!

Aih.....EMO larh! Luckily the pair of shoes I spotted on ASOS yesterday is gone today. If it was still selling, it's definitely added to my collection! Well the degree class was expected...just that the individual grades are a little disappointing. ROAR! Going to watch 'Apartment' and hopefully pack some of my stuff by today.

*Dabs cheek with Asda toilet paper*

Ben & Jerry's would do great at a time like this! Dorrito's Tangy Cheese (Sharing Bag) is a satisfactory replacement anyway...and I am not SHARING!

First day at work.

2009-06-08T22:04:00.003+01:00

First day in an insurance company for my work (experience). Well, lets say I haven't heard of the words...'premium', 'quotation', 'sum insured' and many more insurance jargon for a loooooooong time. Actually, since when I was physically away from my mum. LOL! Actually I was glad I stuck on to her like a magnet all those years when she was working as it really did helped me grasp what on earth these words meant and how the whole insurance thing work.

There were two similar aged people working there too to gain work experience (like me), one is Ken (my relative's friend) and the other is Coco (a girl whom I worked with during CNY 08). [Totally unrelated, her bf is Naija too! LOL! And she is addicted to black (no racial discrimination intended) people like a fat kid loves cake!!! No, I am not addicted to them but I don't hate them either. Colour really doesn't matter to me, the individual as a person is what matters most.] Anyway moving on, I arrived 20minutes earlier and someone finally gave me a task like half an hour later!

As usual, being at work the first day, everything was done so quickly (I am very the semangat). I kept bugging them for work to do! LOL! There was quite a lot to do if you know what to do but I am still learning as I am not familiar with the process yet. What I find most interesting is that they actually SPEAK in Cantonese to their clients. Technically, it shouldn't be a problem for me but OH MY LORD!!! I was given the most tough task EVER on my first day! I was asked to make calls to clients to remind them that their policy is due in a week time and if they want to renew it, I had to remind them to pay up. This is so high school treasurer's job...a.k.a. LOAN SHARK! LOL! Honestly, I almost pee in my pants when I was given that task. It was my first day at work, first time calling up strangers, first time speaking fully in Cantonese after ages, first time using insurance terms IN CANTONESE! HOLLY tuuuuut!

One of my colleague thought me what to do and how and she did a few examples for me to see how she spoke to clients. Then it was all up to me. Seriously, my fingers were like frozen and ready to fall off anytime! I was THAT nervous! DUH! Trust me, I bet the client was blur with what I said. Not to mention the addressing part! You know how Chinese surnames are not pronounced similar to English pronunciations?! For example, Mr. Lee=Lei Sang, Mrs. To=Dou Tai, Miss Lim=Lam Siew Che etc. Knowing I am not from a Chinese educated background, this IS my worst nightmare! Till now I still don't know how to pronounce my company's name properly in Cantonese. LOL! It's either Wan Kau or Wan Dau, similar =p

I did some minor paperwork too like filing and photocopy and also sending out letters. It is so funny how everything had to be rushed before 4pm for the postman to collect =s That was madness! Anyway, according to my work experience colleagues, I was considered lucky to have done what I did today (basically the calling up clients part) as they did not even do that on their first day! Hmm...maybe I am but the anxiety was definitely not positive! Freak the sh*t out of me! But hey, am getting the hang of it =D

Oh yea...I forgot to bring snacks and I didn't notice my appetite increased. Being the super hero, I didn't bring snacks and only had a small bowl of muesli this morning. My tummy grumbled LOUDLY just an hour before my lunch time and again an hour before off work time. Damn! I reached home at 7.30pm. I swear, I could SWALLOW a cow! Need to slowly re-train my tummy =(

This is the time to reset my biological clock. Hope this post was not boring as it was purely words. LOL! Watched 13 going on 30 (again) while swallowing my cow. Time to think what to wear for tomorrow and what to bring for lunch and...I am going to bed!

Shopping fixated hence the spree!

2009-06-07T19:05:00.005+01:00

Early this morning I was all excited waiting for THE time. According to the weather forecast, it would be a rainy day...as in the whole day! So technically, it would be the worst day to go out. However, my ass is itching to go out! Yesterday alone I watched 4movies? Pfft! So I figured I better go out and have a walk *cough cough* (I planned to go shopping). I am starting my work experience job (not paid) in an insurance company on Monday so I needed some stuff to prepare for that. Mainly things to be used on rainy days as I would have to walk a distance to get the bus to the office. Well lets say when it comes to shopping, SOMETIMES things goes out of hand *big grin*

Finally! Been wanting to get an umbrella for ages!
This was...random! LOL!
Pink neon tights- 98pence
Fishnet tights (2pair)- 1pound.This is essential! As I mentioned couple of posts before, the sole of most of my shoes are cracked so I need a pair of boots that would be wearable during the rainy weather too.
Funny enough, this was the ONLY design of boots in Primark (all sandals and pumps). There were only 3pairs left; size 4, 5 and this is a size 7! I usually wear 5/6 but this 5 was too tight. So I took size 7, a little too big but...5pounds (RRP:15pounds)! WTF?! GRAB!

This may look random. Well I have yet to pimp it up =)

I need a pair of multi purpose and comfy pair of shoes for long distance walking. I know, you guys in Malaysia must be thinking why on earth did I bought a pair of 'prefect shoes'...well, this is THE IN thing here. A normal pair of black pumps which we Malaysians wear for shopping, is their school shoes! Ironic. LOL! The most common colours are white, black and grey. I would have taken grey but there wasn't any in my size. White needs high maintenance and it's so...school shoes! At least black is prefect's shoes. HAHAHA! Oh and only 1.96pounds (Giler cheap!)

Ohh this is the first time I bought something from H&M (I think). It is 2 for 1! They were perfect cutting too! LOVE at first TRY! I queued for over 30minutes just to try on 6pairs of shorts in Primark and NONE of them fitted me nicely! Well there was one but it was 11pounds for a super thin material. Decided that it wasn't worth the price.

Look at the shorts!!! *hearts* The material is like formal working shorts, not denim. Nice!

Ohh and I bought the top too. Unnecessary buy but...it was reduced to 1pound! LOL! (yes, the price tag is still stuck on *pai seh*)

Second pair of shorts. Always wanted a blue denim pair of shorts!

This was so random too! I saw it on the reduced rack and I took it out to have a look. Loved the material. Due to the massive queue for the fitting room, I just tried it on in front of a reflective wall with my clothes under. Totally loved how it came out! So vintage (a little Mischa Barton)! Perfect with my fishnet tights =p

Oh and it was reduced from 13pounds to 5pounds!

This was on the same reduced price rack and I tried it on with my clothes under too. Love the colour...lime green. This is so Lady Gaga...Retro! Reduced from 11pounds to only a fiver =)

Besides the shorts (H&M), everything else was from Primark. Who says cheap is ugly?! Pfft! And who says Primark stuff are cheap quality? Pfft! Okay some of them are but you just have to choose the good quality ones which would eventually be reduced to the same price as the cheap quality ones. Hence, you would get good quality ones for a cheap price! This is called wise spending. LOL! Says a shopaholic. Bwhahahhaha!

Best of all, it didn't rain one bit when I was out the whole day! LOL! It was a little chilly because there was thunderstorms early in the morning but I only went out just before noon as the shops open at noon. Anyway, productive day =D Looking forward to start work tomorrow!

Going and gone...

2009-06-05T18:48:00.006+01:00

Who is going? He is going. What is gone? My senses! LOL! Too much horror movie?! Nah...

He is at the airport now =( Going away for two weeks and two days. My phone would be silent again (not like it has been very busy anyway =p). What is two weeks compared to three months?! LOL! I will miss him but I will be fine =) Oh the picture we took at Studio London finally arrived! This was the printed copy so I had to wait for them to send it to me.

Okay I know this looks super cheesy! LOL!

For some reason, I still think I look FAT in this picture!

I have been horror movie marathon-ing lately as I am bored as hell without a job. I have watched at least two horror movies in a day plus other chick flicks and TV series. Damn. I need a life! Oh...what's a post without food =)

Toasted multi grain bread with avocado and melted cheese.
Cheesy chips with ketchup.
(Nothing near KFC's cheesy wedges!!!!)

Because my cheese was expiring...LOL!
I made pasta with ham and cabbage and tomato sauce. Then emptied the whole bag of grated mozzarella and cheddar cheese on my pasta.

Then into the oven to melt to perfection!

Because I had apples and was craving for dessert...I made apple cake(s).

It looks yummy!!! Crunchy top!

Ate the first one with a bar of dark chocolate coated vanilla ice-cream.

And had the second one with custard.

Nice!

Chicken soup!!! With egg noodles.

Left over chicken soup with rice sticks (thin ho fun)

Today I was trying to pack up some of my things. Just realized I compiled a whole lot of receipts for...fun =.=

I managed to pack...a bag of winter scarf!

Only 17days to move out...PACK Mel, PACK!!!

Okay, back to horror movie...Art of the Devil 3.

Britney Spears in London!!!

2009-06-02T22:34:00.004+01:00

I want to go Britney's concert!!!
I've asked 6 people? to go with me and all of them are not interested =(

Okay I know she put on weight and doesn't move as sleekly as before but....it's BRITNEY! Knowing that I will never get a chance to see her in Malaysia (my oh so beautiful country *sarcasm intended*), this is the perfect chance. Except...I would have to go alone =( What is the fun in concert when you are alone?!

On the other hand, the lower tier which is between the VIP and the upper tier is selling at discounted prices from people who either can't make it or had extra tickets. Guess how much is it? Only 20pounds!!! Hell yeah!!! From 70pounds! OMG OMG OMG! Okay that deal was over and the next cheapest is 30pounds now! Still! *cries, kick around, stomp my feet, faint* LOL! Going to a Britney concert for 30pounds...something I should take advantage of...right?! Maybe I will...let me see if there are anymore last minute tickets for sale =p I will go alone!

PS: I am excited partly because it is my first ever concert! Like proper popular artist concert! LOL!

PPS: Someone is going away for two weeks and two days. Going to miss you! =(

Britain's got Talent 2009

2009-05-30T22:22:00.006+01:00

So tonight is the finals of Britain's got Talent and coincidentally my relative called me up for a last minute dinner and yes, I get to watch it LIVE on TV =) Obviously there were so many talents and I did like couple of them...Aiden Davis, Hollie Steel, Shaheen Jafargholi and the infamous Susan Boyle.

The oh so cute Aiden Davis in action.

Tell me how can you not fall for that smile!!!

Totally miniature of Justin Timberlake!

Although so, I have always been a fan of modern choreography dancing and so the two dance groups competing in the finals are...

Boom baby! Diversity vs. Flawless!
Flawless in action...

Showing of their...assets...(not really a fan of this move)

The group =)

Oh one of the guy is my friend's bf. No idea which one though.

And here comes Diversity...

Some alien machine...

This is the imitation of how the judges buzz bad talents out of the competition. Creative!

And that kid! Goodness! He can flip some distance! Totally salute!

He did it couple of times! With no mistakes! Fantastic!

The diverse group of dancers, Diversity =)

The kid on the right is the 'flipper'. Damn talented! And he looks so cute too!!! *heart melts* =p

Yeah, I love Diversity and yea, they won. Woot! LOL!

Congrats to all anyway, you are all winners =)

Stream moviessss!

2009-05-30T12:15:00.004+01:00

Movie time! LOL! Because I don't download movies/shows, I would have to stream them from websites. Lately I found a website with loads of up to date movies but of course some of them are poor quality =s

I watched Night at the Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian the day before on the website. The quality wasn't the best thou =s Anyway, if you would like to give it a shot here is the site: http://salloumi.com/svc?v=wMTIwYjQzZ

Yesterday I watched even more movies! Nick even gave me a new site to watch Asian horror movies. The site is really good! So many to choose from and it is sure to send chills to your spine! Am sure you know by now, Asian horror movies are the scariest! Anyway, the movies I watched yesterday:

Watched on salloumi.com too.
This is 15?!?! WHAT?!
Either I am a big baby or kids are getting more gutsy!
Watched on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/liantasha (this user have loads of horror movies too! With english subtitles!). Finished this movie at about 11pm and moved on to...
Then I watched Coming Soon on http://www.asian-horror-movies.com/coming-soon.php right after Ghost Game.
This is one horror movie!
After all that, I CLEARLY couldn't sleep! Why did I watch it then? Because I streamed it already =p LOL! So I look up Britain's Got Talent on youtube to stop myself from peeing in my pants when I sleep =p
For the record, my bed is dry this morning! LOL!

Today...
This is an old movie but just want to watch it again =)

And maybe another horror movie later...if my heart could take it. LOL!

*Picture credit to owners.

When it is time to take charge.

2009-05-29T16:54:00.002+01:00

Sometimes I wonder what is the significance of turning 21?

More responsibilities?
More challenges?
More decisions?
More obstacles?
More freedom?
More choices?

Well....
All of the above.

Because I am turning 21, maybe I have the freedom make decisions based on my choices in attempt to deal with obstacles and challenges in addition to fulfilling my responsibilities? I hope so.

I now understand why you were so pissed years ago when you were lost, thinking what to do and how to do it. I now understand why you were mad at certain people for letting you down, over and over again. It is great you find your way through with courage and determination. I hope I would too.

We live everyday for ourselves and not other people. We appreciate other people by showing support for what they want to do and not doing something against our will just because it is what they want us to do. Going against their will for our own will is not depreciation, disloyalty or disrespectful...it is the process of going through LIFE.

I believe that telling someone what to do and what not to do won't help them learn or achieve anything. It is so much like mentoring...giving people options to choose what they want to do. I used to think mentoring is like being a role model, telling people what they should and should not do. Clearly, it was a mistake. Mentoring is always for the benefit of the client, not for yourself or even for what you think would be best for the client.

I guess it is time for me to make my own decisions. There is so much to think about to the extent I am sick of thinking about it. I have heard all the words of encouragement and discouragement from people I know. Thank you for your opinions. I will take on my journey of life...

OMG so emo! Sounds like a suicide note...HAHAHA! Don't worry, I am no where near that. Anyway, I have decided! I will do it because I depend on no one and no one depend on me (for now that is). Then again, I am thankful for the choices and the freedom to make decisions =) (although it is stressing me out! pft!)

Cooking frenzy

2009-05-28T17:51:00.005+01:00

Indeed, more cooking =)

My left-over ham and aubergine curry with egg noodles.
Potato salad with pork luncheon (ham)!

Rice with chicken Kiev, cold tofu and stir-fried vege =)

I bought this red pepper tortilla wrap and it was brilliant =)

Had it with chips and sliced peppers and cucumbers and avocado. LOL!

In my tortilla: Pork Luncheon ham with cucumbers and green peppers on melted mozzarella and cheddar cheese lined tortilla.

Oh I made these too! Nice!!!

Avocado wraps...with melted mozzarella and cheddar cheese, avocado and mayo.

Oh and this too!!! I should open a bar! LOL!

Ham and cucumber wrap with tomato sauce, melted mozzarella and cheddar cheese =)

Yesterday I made a huge pot of curry! Bought chicken after ages...so I decided to use up the packet curry sauce I had.

Ingredients: Chicken drumsticks, potatoes, green and red peppers, onions and spring onions and of course the Thai curry sauce (Alif brand).

Yea, it was a huge pot larh!

Erm sometime this week, I had my 2nd interview with SOVA and after the interview I went to Brixton Market =) I was bored and it was only a tube station away so why not? =D Well it was alright, things were really cheap. I didn't buy alot of things as I didn't have cash with me. Managed to dig out 2pounds? So yea...I bought:

Three LARGE mangoes =)

In supermarkets it's 1.50 each? And for a small one!

This is HUGE! And only 1.20 for three!!! Wooot!

I love mango larh! =D

Ohh btw, I am legally a volunteer mentor with SOVA =) Wonder if I could get a client before leaving =(

Tagged by Grace.

2009-05-26T18:06:00.004+01:00

Ten Things i Wish i Could Say to Ten Different People (but don't say their name):
1. Control your temper please!
2. You are weird...not in a bad way but...yea...weird =s
3. Stop making people do what you want them to do.
4. I am going to miss you =(
5. You are the best!
6. You are the best too!
7. PMS B*atch!
8. You are spoilt *full stop*
9. I am not interested.
10. You made a difference in my life =)

Nine things about myself:
1. I am a graduate =D
2. I am vain.
3. I try to eat healthy.
4. I love pink.
5. I control my spending.
6. I love music with wicked beats.
7. I am positive.
8. I am fickle-minded (don't rub it in!).
9. I have couple of supportive people around me =)

Eight ways to win my heart:
1. Chocolates!
2. Loyalty.
3. Honesty.
4. Independent.
5. Mature!
6. Understanding.
7. Unconditional positive regard =)
8. Surprises...small or big =)

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:
1. Where to stay?!
2. Job(s)!!!
3. What is going to happen next?
4. Start packing!
5. What do I want to do in the near future?!
6. Where to go today/now? (Bored sitting in!)
7. More shopping (soon...when I can afford)!

Six things I do before I fall asleep:
1. Turn off laptop.
2. Brush my teeth.
3. Wash my face + tone.
4. Pee + wash hands.
5. Turn off lights.
6. Snuggle under my duvet!

Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever):
1. Mum
2. Dad
3. Brother
4. Besties
5. Him

Four things you're wearing right now:
1. Cropped night hoodie
2. Strapped, short night-dress
3. Panties
4. Flip flops

Three places that you want to go:
1. Tahiti!
2. Mauritius
3. Miami (to be inked) =)

Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Travel to most places on the globe!
2. Be a successful person whom is rich enough to give back to society/human kind!

One confession:
1. I never thought I would be so deeply involved in you!

Updates.

2009-05-23T18:38:00.003+01:00

Sorry for the MIA again! LOL! This LG Phone of mine is giving me troubles. I need to turn off the phone, take out the battery, take out the micro chip, put micro chip in casing before putting it in the laptop to upload pictures! Yes, that is why I feel lazy to repeat the process so I accumulate pictures to blog all at once =) Here goes...

OMG can't remember when I took this but some time ago. Trying out my stir-fry kuey teow with deep fried tofu and peas and corn. Looks simple but it is really nice!

Foong Mei's 'farewell'...yes, she is back in Malaysia now. Enjoying the food I guess. LOL! So we went to BC's place and we had dinner there. It is a NICE meal! They are really hospitable =) This is so Nam Heong Kai Fan except it is home cooked!
The huge tray of (skinless) chicken with cucumbers and spring onion and sauce. Rice cooked in the chicken stock, soup with spring onions and sliced ginger, garlic and spring onions in soy sauce to go with the chicken. NICE!!!

The huge tray of chicken! Super large!

The sauce to eat with...ginger, garlic, spring onions and soy sauce.

Dessert =) Profiteroles in Belgian chocolate sauce.

*hearts*

End of the day...(sorry, poor quality)

Sweet craze...I was early for training so I decided to visit Brent Cross Shopping Center after like 4months since my last visit. Went in M&S to get a sandwich but I came out with a sandwich AND TWO CAKES! I ate the other cake already so there's only one picture =p The other cake was Dark Chocolate Cake with Cherry filling. NICE!

This is too creamy but still love it! Cakes are my weakness! Ate both cakes all by myself in 5days. OMG!

Sedaps but Gemuks too!

Also, the other day I went grocery shopping after two weeks due to horrible weather and extreme laziness (ehh have to walk 20mins there and 20mins back with all the groceries k). So yea, bought loads of stuff.

Dinner last night.

Stir-fried aubergine with Chinese cabbage, asparagus, spring onions in curry sauce. Also, a ham sandwich. Also, potato salad with mayo and spring onions (not in picture). At the rate I am eating, I am freaked out myself!

Cooked this last night to stock up as my aubergine is going soft. LOL! Similar to above but with sliced fried tofu, green peppers, ham, squid, aubergine, spring onions in curry sauce. I think I am eating it with noodles tonight? Yea...most likely.

Besides the sinful cakes and curries, I also bought healthier option for snacks (yes, I eat snacks in between meals too! Shoot!). Haven't try this but I hope it is yummy.

Tried this with slices of banana. Totally yummy! This is a little salty so with the sweetness of the banana....*hearts*

Lately I have been applying for jobs and also sorting out my accommodation as my contract in the hall is till 22nd June. Found one and I am going to view it on Tuesday. Right after my 2nd interview with SOVA (the volunteering project). Yes, I completed the training! Woot! Anyway, now I need to pack up some of my stuff that I won't be using and send it back to Malaysia. I am also trying to sell some of my stuff off! Any UK-ians interested in organizing a collaborated 'Garage Sale'? LOL!

Lapar! Nak makan!

Tagged by Grace.

2009-05-20T00:03:00.003+01:00

I have couple of pictures to blog about but for some reason, my LG is not being cooperative =( Couldn't upload pictures to my laptop. Hence, I decided to do a tag (out of two) Grace tagged me in her blog...and it is in BM. Nice.

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup anda?
Benda arr...tak tahu larh. Erm...Duit kut...seperti Grace kata, tak ada duit semua pun tak ada (mereka tanya benda ok so manusia tak kira).

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
Berdasarkan resit beli-belah aku, 15 biji telur.

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
Erm...belum fikir pasal perkahwinan lagi. Tapi saya rasa perkahwinan dengan suasana tepi pantai sangat romantis...terutama di Tahiti. Cantik!

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan anda kekal?
Hubungan sekarang? Saya tak rasa tapi saya tahu ia akan akhir dalam bulan 7 atau 8. KKK! (Ketawa keluar kuat2)

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
Entah la...soalan ini seperti suasana di Britain, kejap hujan kejap matahari keluar. PMS betul!

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir anda makan malam?
Mak oii lama nih! Ohh...di Wagamama! KKK! Saya tahu ia bunyi pelik tapi bukan murah tau (orang belanja =p)! Restoran makanan Thai =)

7. Namakan buku terakhir yg anda beli?
Kenapa tanya soalan ini?! Erm...kalau tak silap saya, buku teks Psikologi Forensik.

8. Apakah nama penuh anda?
Peribadi.

9. Anda lebih senang dengan mak atau bapak?
Mak. Kita suka beli-belah =p

10. Namakan seseorang yang anda ingin jumpa untuk kali pertamanya dalam hidup.
Siape eh...?? Puteri Diana kut =)

11. Sebutkan 8 sahabat yang paling rapat dengan anda bkn dalam susunan.
Nick, Grace, Michael, Serene, Su Yee, Chokolat, Ching Yee, Melissa.

12. Adakah anda mencuci pakaian sendiri?
Tak lah, saya tunggu mereka tumbuh kaki dan turun 3 tingkat dan masuk bilik 'laundry', buka pintu mesin basuh dan mandi. Oh lupa sabun =.= Tentu lah cuci sendiri...

13. Tempat paling seronok yang anda mahu pergi?
Saya rasa Hawaii atau Tahiti atau Mauritius.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
Tengok siapa yang bagi. KKK!

15. Butirkan 5 ciri2 tentang orang yang tag anda.
Satu. Imej luaran lembik seperti tofu
Dua. Imej dalaman yang kuat seperti...batu?
Tiga. Kawan yang hebat!
Empat. Sangat kurus!
Lima. Pandai/bijaksana ;)

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai buat masa ini.
Satu.Cari kerja!
Dua. Cari duit.
Tiga. Nak pergi holiday =(
Empat. BELI-BELAH!
Lima. Makanan, apa-apa sahaja asalkan tak akan bunuh saya!
Enam. Kereta Mercedes Sukan Konvertible. KKK!
Tujuh. Apartmen Studio aku di tanah airku (patriotiknyer)
Lapan. Sambutan hari jadi ke-21 aku =)

17. 8 perkara yang sering diucapkan.
Satu. LOL! (KKK dalam konteks ini)
Dua. Wtf?!
Tiga. Woot!
Empat. Damn
Lima. Pfft!
Enam. Barbiturates!
Tujuh. Hey!
Lapan. Bye!

18. 8 buah buku yang terbaru anda baca.
Satu. Majalah Heat.
Dua. Middlesex Post-Graduate Prospectus
Tiga. The Psychology of Interpersonal Behaviour oleh Michael Argyle
Empat-Lapan. Buku2 berkaitan dengan peperiksaan.

19. 10 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
Satu. Everytime- Britney Spears
Dua. Boom Boom Pow- Black Eyed Peas
Tiga. Must be the ganja- Eminem
Empat. Watcha think about that- Pussycat Dolls ft. Missy Elliott
Lima. Right Round- Flo Rida
Enam. Cookie Jar- Gym Class Heroes ft. The Dream
Tujuh. Kiss me thru the phone- Soulja Boy ft. Sammie
Lapan. Mad- NeYo

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu.
Satu. Makanan Malaysia memang BEST GILER!
Dua. Kasut dan pakaian di UK cun tapi beg mesti beli dari Msia.
Tiga. Saya sudah 'graduate'!!!
Empat. Kesetian lelaki mesti sentiasa diragui walau bagai manapun kuat hubugan kepercayaan dengannya.
Lima. Psikologi amat penting dalam mengekalkan minda sihat.
Enam. Percaya hati sendiri dan jangan ikut arahan atau pendapat orang lain. Hidup terlalu pendek untuk 'live life for other people other than yourself'.
Tujuh. Saya suka kehidupan aku...sehingga sesuatu halangan yang berpunca dari seseorang rapat (bukan sahaja boipren ye) aku timbul.
Lapan. Kedua-dua sahabat baik aku amat penting dalam mengekalkan 'sanity' dalam hidup aku...Terima Kasih bebanyak!

21. Mari men'tag 3 orang lain.
Satu. Martin
Dua. Niqa
Tiga. Calvin

Cracking moments!

2009-05-16T01:18:00.003+01:00

Wheeeeee!~ This is super thick! That is how toilet seat covers should be! Sheesh! LOL!

New cover =D

After my first 'crack' experience, there is just more to come =( And because my mum said I do a lot of unnecessary shopping, I attempted to show her how necessary I need shoe-shopping at this moment...
Crack...

Multiple cracks...

Craaaaaack....

And there is many more shoes that are CRACKED but I didn't take all the pictures...but you get my point.

I need to get a JOB!!!

Oh btw, good news for some of you...I might be going back to Malaysia earlier than expected. Initially I thought of staying till end of August...but my mum just told me that I had to pay for my own accommodation for the next few months. Nice =.= I totalled it up and it is not a decent amount. The amount cut-heart!!! (not throat, but heart! *heart cracks*) Close to 1k pounds that is...*sigh* JOB!!!

Accidental 'crack'

2009-05-12T18:56:00.003+01:00

My curry laksa =p

The noodles is like 'pan mee' texture and yes, that is my 'tofu pok'!!!

LOL! Deep fried tofu...haven't had that in ages! However, there wasn't any laksa-ish feel...the curry paste don't have coconut milk in it =( Para he-hawker sekalian...I will haunt you when I'm back!!! LOL!
DON'T ASK WHY, WHAT, HOW!!!
When?...This morning!

My poor toilet seat cover...have to deal with flushing without covering the toilet seat for...2-3days?! Bacteria....*ewwww*

On the bright side...I decided to open the gift from my friend...the oh-so-nice-looking box of Leonidas Belgian Chocolates...

The top layer...

And the bottom layer! Two layers of chocolates...some with liqueurs and spirits. Nice!

Ohh! SOVA training yesterday was fun. Most of the volunteers are mature people...like...really mature. LOL! I think there's like 5 out of 15 around my age and the rest are...'mature'. LOL! Knowing the culture here, they were very keen in voicing out their opinions...and somehow they continue debating till the rest accepts their last say! Yes, mature indeed =.= Basically, I was the ONLY one that didn't manage to say something! Well I tried...I raise my hand and it didn't work. Maybe I should wear more 'blings' on my fingers and arms the next session! LOL! Next training (tomorrow), there will be a 'talking stick' which is in a way better =)

Happy Mother's Day!

2009-05-10T15:38:00.005+01:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...

to my DEAREST MUMMY!!!

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Sorry for the MIA posts! LOL! Been busy catching up with everyone/thing =p Obviously after our last paper, Krispy Kreme!!! LOL! This time we bought two dozen as Kyle was sharing too.

Top left to right: Powdered Strawberry, Chocolate Dreamcake, Belgian Chocolate, Maple Iced Glazed, Glazed Chocolate Cake, Black Forest.
'Ham Dan Soh' and Crispy Bo-Lo pork bun.

And two reduced price Plain Crispy Bo-Lo bun from Wing Yip.

Special thanks to Kyle for the ride! LOL! (And I bought loads of dried noodles and chinese stuff)

That night, the IrresistaBall was on and people were all dressed up and woot!!! Saw this right outside my window. Nice! (If only I have that for my 21st-dream on~)

Leonidas Belgian Chocolate Assortment from a friend. Nice.

Due to the excessive kegemukan food I have been consuming, I have to take on a healthy breakfast =)

Oh and I did my nails after such a looooooong time!

Starting my SOVA Mentoring training tomorrow. Excited!

Finish UNI!!!

2009-05-06T22:43:00.002+01:00

Fly baby, FLY!!!

Now, I have nothing to do...great =.=
(actually I do, just too happy to think about it at the moment)

The feeling of completion of my uni degree and no more lectures now is....weird =p

On the other hand, I'm free =D

Studio London photoshoot

2009-05-03T20:15:00.004+01:00

Today I had a blast! One of the best day I've ever had =) Thanks to the photoshoot...I know I still have one more paper but still, I didn't have to pay deposit for this thing (just in case it is a scam) so I thought I gave it a try. The photographer was just great! His name is Adam, very nice guy and professional (forgot to take a picture with him thou)!

So yes, the day starts at 11am...reached there and had a shock, loads of vain-women (and men too) =p So yea, makeup done within the first hour. Then hair done within the next hour. I didn't have anything in mind with my makeup or hair so yea...but I love how my hair is so I told the hairstylist to leave it as it is. He said I have nice hair, nice bushy curls =D LOL! So yea, he said he won't want to do much too so just hot iron curls and hair spray it. As for the makeup, I told her my eyes are small so...(pandai2 la) =p

Then photoshoot about an hour plus with 4 personal attire and accessories by Adam and then had an hour break for them to touch up the pictures. Finally, had a viewing consultation with a (very biadap) guy and got my pictures =)

One of the waiting area in the Studio.

So here comes the series of cam-whore pics =p This is the post-photoshoot and vanity-in-process. LOL! So yea, close this browser if you have a weak heart =p

Love the tatt =)

Monalisa style~

One and only smiling pic =s

Love my bushy hair!

Oh I heart this!

Typical girl-next-door, wash out effect

Gosh I love this too!

Very cosmetic-ish =p

...Mysterious!

Okay enough of home-cam pics =p Here are the professional pictures =) LOL! I had them all in soft copy instead of hard copy because it is an either all thing, more worth it to have it on soft copy then =p

Love the pose! (wind in the hair)

Love the hair!

I look fat in this! But it's the only pic with my cherry tattoo visible.

I look proper Indian here! LOL! But I like it =)

The dress, sentimental value ;)

Gangsta' but omgla! Love it man! The close up on my face for this shot is...*speechless* =)

That's it =p I cut down from 50 to 21 nice pictures to 7 pictures! The last picture is on hard copy so yea...don't have it with me now. They will send it to me in couple of weeks time =) Yea...I feel annoyed (some of you may know why) but other than that, I really had fun! Sorry for the extreme vanity in this post but which woman don't want to look and feel good about themselves right?! =p Not that I have low self-esteem but there's no harm in boosting it further! lol!

One more paper to go...on Wednesday! Can't wait!!!

It is funny how the person who instantly brings smiles to your face could also wipe it off your face, instantly...

Another 'late' night.

2009-04-29T04:21:00.003+01:00

More Gummies...

More caffeine...

Had three huge-ass microwaved pappadums!

Looked in the mirror, scared the sh*t out of myself!

HUGE, DARK eyebags *cries*

4.20am...bed time!

Latest 'night' ever!

2009-04-28T05:47:00.004+01:00

I am officially mad! It is 5.48am in the morning and I haven't slept...was studying in the kitchen the whole morning =) I am going to miss this in the future =p Well it wasn't just me but at 2.30am one of my flatmate went out. At 3.20am another flatmate came back. At 5.28am another flatmate woke up. Coolness! Student life...interesting. Anyway, I was busy eating gummies, drinking a huge mug of tea and coffee after that and also made supper...

LOL! Plus the caffeine in the fondue...for sure I am still awake by now. Actually I am having a massive headache! =s

Heard birds chirping outside the kitchen window.

The sky is bright.

The sun is out.

Just had a slice of toast with butter.

Brushed my teeth.

Stalk the people outside my room window (why on earth are people driving on the road at this hour?!)

Oh...6am!

Going to bed!

Chocolatey

2009-04-27T11:47:00.004+01:00

It looks pretty right?!??!?!? =p Taste fantastic too!!! LOL! Okay enough of bragging =p Lately I have eaten a substantial amount of chocolates and I should STOP but I can't =.= I think I ate about 2-3BARS (as in like the 250g bars) in a WEEK! SHITAKE! And yesterday I couldn't resist making...

Chocolate fondue =)

I didn't want to use melted chocolate so I made the fondue sauce from scratch...cocoa powder, butter, sugar and water. NICE!!!

Sliced apple

STRAWBERRY!!!

(It's the strawberry season now...lol!)

Latest craving...gummies!

Late night studying calls for gummies and...

Naturally chilled Red Bull! LOL!

It is really cold at night so if you need anything chilled, just put it outside your window sill =)

Next paper on Thursday...

Going to make another dose of fondue =p

(NEED THE GYM!)

Movie Frenzy

2009-04-26T14:55:00.004+01:00

Came across Nick's blog and this seems interesting =p We'll see how many movies I've watched =)

Teen/Romance:
(X) A Cinderella Story
( ) Another Cinderella Story
(X) Step Up
(X) Step Up 2
(X) High School Musical
( ) High School Musical 2
( ) High School Musical 3
( ) Hannah Montana Movie
( ) Enchanted
( ) Sydney White
Total: 4

(X) She's the Man
( ) Licensed to Wed
(X) The Break-up
(X) 13 going on 30
(X) 27 Dresses
( ) P.S I Love You
(X) Made of Honour
(X) What Happens in Vegas
(X) Get Smart
( ) The Princess Brides
Total: 7

( ) Camp Rock
( ) Wild Child
( ) Ella Enchanted
(X) The Princess Diaries
(X) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(X) 50 First Dates
(X) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Hotel For Dogs
(X) Just Married
(X) Freaky Friday
Total: 6

(X) The Hot Chick
( ) Sleepover
( ) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(X) Twilight
( ) Nancy Drew
(X ) The Devil Wears Prada
( ) No Reservations
(X) The Perfect Man
( ) Australia
Total: 4

Comedy/Humour:
( ) Yes Man
( ) Bedtime Stories
(X) The Pink Panther
( ) The Pink Panther 2
( ) Marley & Me
( ) Cheetah Girls
( ) Cheetah Girls 2
( ) Bratz
( ) Haunted Mansion
( ) Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 1

( ) The 40-year-old virgin
(X) Night in the Museum
( ) Night in the Museum 2
(X) Evan Almighty
(X) Bruce Almighty
(X) White Chicks
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Meet the Spartans
(X) Meet the Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
Total: 6

(X) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
(X) American Pie 2
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 4

Adventures:
(X) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(X) Harry Potter 2: The Chamber's Secret
(X) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(X) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(X) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(X) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(X) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(X) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(X) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 10

(X) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(X) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(X) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(X) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
(X) The Mummy
(X) The Mummy 2
(X) The Mummy 3
( ) Journey to the Centre of Earth
( ) City of Ember
( ) Finding Neverland
Total: 7

(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(X) X-Men
( ) X-Men 2
( ) X-Men 3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
(X) Spider Man 3
(X) King Kong
Total: 8

(X) Hellboy
( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(X) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(X) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Underdog
() A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(X) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 4

Action/ Thriller:
(X) The Matrix
(X) The Matrix Reloaded
(X) The Matrix Revolutions
(X) Terminator
(X) Terminator 2
(X) Terminator 3
(X) Ocean's Eleven
(X) Ocean's Twelve
(X) Ocean’s Thirteen
(X) Casino Royale 007
Total: 10

(X) Bourne Identity
(X) Bourne Supremecy
(X) Underworld
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) Death Note
( ) Death Note 2
( ) Death Note 3: L Change the world
(X) Resident Evil 1
(X) Resident Evil 2
(X) I, Robot
Total: 6

(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
(X) Rush Hour 3
(X) Mission Impossible 1
(X) Mission Impossible 2
( ) Mission Impossible 3
(X) I Am Legend
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) Signs
Total: 6

Horror:
(X) Saw
(X) Saw II
(X) Saw III
(X) Saw IV
( ) Saw V
(X) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(X) The Ring
(X) The Ring 2
Total: 7

(X) Final Destination
(X) Final Destination 2
(X) Final Destination 3
(X) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(X) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(X) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 6

(X) The Grudge
(X) The Grudge 2
( ) The Haunted Apartment
( ) Siren
(X) Silent Hill
(X) The Mask
(X) Son Of The Mask
( ) Alone
(X) Omen
(X) House Of Wax
Total: 7

(X) The Eye
( ) The Eye 2
(X) Shutter
(X) When the Stranger calls
( ) The Fog
( ) The Orphanage
( ) The Skulls
(X) Cruel Intentions
(X) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 5

Cartoons:
(X) Lilo & Stitch
(X) Ice Age
(X) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(X) Madagascar
(X) Madagascar 2
(X) Kung Fu Panda
( ) Bolt
( ) Wall-E
(X) Monsters Inc
(X) Shark Tale
Total: 8

(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
(X) Shrek 3
(X) Finding Nemo
( ) ET
(X) Cars
(X) Ratatouille
(X) Toy Story
(X) Toy Story 2
(X) The Incredibles
Total: 9

Inspirational:
(X) Little Miss Sunshine
( ) I Am Sam
(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Coach Carter
(X) Save The Last Dance
( ) To Kill A Mockingbird
( ) Conrack
( ) Midnight Sun
( ) Little Black Book
( ) Rwanda Genocide
Total: 4

Classics:
(X) Ten Things I Hate About You
(X) Titanic
( ) Romeo & Juliet
(X) Frankenstein
( ) A Midsummer Night's Dream
Total: 3

GRAND TOTAL: 132 =) LOL! I want to watch all! After exams that is...

Half-way celebration~

2009-04-24T20:22:00.009+01:00

Two down, two more to go! I know I have been MIA for almost a week as I wasn't in my crib. No Internet access, dedicated to studying (kinda, with some movie breaks =p). But yea, hopefully I did well in my exams *fingers crossed* The weather this past week was really good. Sunny, sunny and sunny! Not forgetting its occasional chilly breeze under the hot sun...NICE! The least decent-looking park =p there are loads more pretty parks but I took this while waiting for the bus so it's just like some random unattended field. LOL! (but it still looks fine)

Oh yes!!! My crave! I GOT it!!!
I know it is not the end of my exams but I deserve some "celebration" for the full week of studying! =p

From top left: Cinammon Apple Filled, Belgian Chocolate, Glazed Chocolate Cake, Chocolate Dreamcake, Glazed Raspberry Filled, & Coffee Swirl!

Yea and ASOS had to send me mags too! Like the emails are not tempting me enough =.=

Oh yea...this is what happen when we study too much =p We went in to Toys'R'us to unleash our kiddy side after our second paper. LOL! It's Kyle's fault =p He wanted to go first! LOL! But yea this video is about the unique rapping Kungfu Panda =) LOL! I don't know how to rotate the damn thing...downloaded so many programs to try it out but it didn't work out =.= so just tilt your head for few seconds =)

Dissertation DONE! and vulgarities =p

2009-04-21T12:47:00.004+01:00

Forgot to update about my dissertation. I finally handed it in!!! Wooooot! I THINK I over did it =p I went to loads of shops just to find a deck of playing cards and finally found one for 89pence. The cheapest. Sadly, I had to cut it...it didn't get to fulfill its purpose of being a deck of playing cards. Wtf am I talking? No idea!

Tah-da!
Taaa-daaa~
Yea, I did four sets. Two to hand in, one for my own keeping and another one for my supervisor...she muka tebally asked me for a copy =.=
The last one is actually the back of the booklet, I looted couple of empty lottery tickets from Tesco. LOL!
And I went hunting for this damn thing for few days!
They sell duck tapes here in HUGE rolls so I figured it's no point for me to get one huge roll for such little usage. Hence, I got carpet tapes instead. No, I don't know what it is for or how you use it but it is similar to duck tape only thinner and it comes in silver! Woot! Match my cover page!

Only 3hours to handing in deadline and I haven't 'bind' my work. Bought the tape and borrowed a lecturer's scissors (because I forgot to bring mine!) and went in to an empty lecture hall. Spooky doh!

Taaaahhh-Daaaahhh~

Completed it but could see those ugly stapler bumps =.=

The balance of this post is only for those who can take vulgarity. Totally 18 and above only! Parents, please make sure your under 18 kids are not stalking my blog! (perasan sekali!) Of course only for those who understands it...no translation services =)

Some people are fucked up! They don't fucking learn! Sorry for my vulgarity but mader fucking assholes, mana fucking otak kamu! Belajar hampir tiap-tiap malam dengan kawan kamu di dapur masa makan malam kami sudah cukup mengannoyingkan (sebab saya tidak boleh masak dengan aman kerana dia tutup tingkap dan saya tak boleh buka ventilator sebab dia tengah berbincang dengan kawan dia jadi saya rasa tak senang 'mengacau' dia)! Dua malam lalu, dia boleh bawak seluruh kaum otakless-perokoks dia ke dalam dapur dan buat bising seperti di pasar lelong! Ini bukan kali pertama tetapi kali ini sudah melepasi tahap maksima kesabaran aku! Cakap sahaja saya tidak kisah tetapi mereka ketawa macam hyena terhidu laughing gas dan mula buat suara2 seperti monyet tengah menarik perhatian monyet-betina! Adding salt to the wound, masa itu adalah pukul 4pagi! Macauhai! Dah la tiap2 malam aku tidur lewat buat kerja aku dan malam itu aku tidur awal sebab penat, aku dapat layanan ini!

You have no idea but saya hampir nak keluar dengan muka merah cili padi aku dan jerit seperti seorang pesakit mental yang terikat pada katil! Untuk mengelak ketidak selesaan pada masa hadapan, saya cuba sabar dan tidur balik seperti last time sehingga mereka balik. This time, bukan sahaja terhidu laughing gas tetapi buntut mereka terlekat pada kerusi juga! Saya dengan mata tersepet aku, cuba cari nombor telefon pejabat sekuriti rumah kediaman aku dan aku kata..."Hello...ini flat ---. Ada orang dalam dapur buat banyak bising dan sekarang adalah 4pagi! Saya tidak boleh tidur!". Saya rasa dia boleh dengar suara ganas aku dan dia kata dia akan periksa. Dengan gembiranya, 10minit kemudian pintu flat aku buka dan aku dengar suara sekuriti itu tetapi tidak jelas akan kata-katanya.

Saya hanya dengar "...ada orang nak tidur........" dan apabila sekuriti itu buka pintu dapur, bau rokok yang mengcekik meresap dalam bilik aku (my room is furthest away from the kitchen!!!)! Masa itu, aku betul2 menyumpah maklumat itu! Pagi keesokan saya masuk dapur dan saya boleh rasa lungs aku tukar warna hitam hanya dengan beberapa nafas. Saya noticed tingap itu tertutup dan saya jumpa...

...beberapa batang rokok dan kotak rokok dengan sisa2 rokok.

Kepala otak kamu terhentam dinding ke?! Dah la kita diberi amaran untuk jangan merokok di tempat awam (terutamanya dapur) tetapi boleh merokok di bilik sendiri jikalau nafsu rokok terlalu overwhelming. Ching Yee's ex-flat kitchen got burnt down because her flatmate threw a cigarette bud in the kitchen dustbin. Apparently dengan the absense of an otak, you still could masuk University!!! Woot! So you orang dengan otak, you should have a great confidence of your ability in your course works because you have an otak! Kini dia tengah blasting musik dia dengan speaker sebesar buntut aku (buntut dia terlalu kecil) inconsiderately! Hello, exam tomorrow la fucker! Shut the fuck up please! Yes, I did not censor this post because I have heat (as in anger)! LOL! Wish me luck people! Thankyouverymuch!